NANO 2008 Chapter 4

Forgetting
Tueday, September 26, at night.
In one and a half days so much can happen. Ok first off yesterday.
Yesterday as normal I waited for prince to meet me by the tree. I waited, and waited. Anna had went and left with trevor already. So it ws just me. I almost went back to my dorm when he appeared. I was like “ where the hack were u I have been waiting for ages. I thought we were going to talk about trevor and Kory. They left already just to tell u.” And then he was all like, “I actually do not think they need any push. They are progressing their relationship nicely with out us.” I replied, “I guess that is true. Fine we will not interfere. But what shal we do today. Cause we are already here” and the next thing that happened almost put me in trauma (not literally, it was just too shocking). He said, “well. . . ” then some one called his name. “WANG ZI!!!!” this asian girl ran out of no where calling prince by his Chinese name and literally jumped onto him. Prince looked not at all surprised. He looked more annoyed. He kinda pried her off him and said gently, “ Angelina meet my friend Lilly.” The girl named Angelina kind of stared me uo and down. She looked at me with disgust. Then I asked prince, “who is she?” and prince was about to reply but then Angelina butted right in, “oh he is MY botfriend.” She started to wrap her arms around him, but prince shook her off. “stop” he said then he turned to me. “ I tried to come earlier but I got caught up with her” and he ionted to Angelina.
Everyone calls her Angelina, or angy for short. Her rea name is fang hua chung. she had long straight hair, straighter than mine and mine is really straight. In her hair there were blonde strazks that looked so good that I wanted to pul them right off her head. She was asian as well. Her boobs were bigger too. Drove me mad. She wore a short mini skirt and a tight blouse. She looked so cold but then she was able to cuddle with prince for a reason. Arg.
so I met her and she met me. And then she did something I hated. She wraped her arms around prince ( or tried because prince shook her off again) and said, “hey baby, I have to do some stuff at home. Can you come with me?” and she made this really annoying puppy dog face. Well probalby only annoying to me. And prince replied quite surprisingly since he was her “boy friend”. He said frustratingly it sounded, “fine. but I have to stay with Lilly for a bit we have to talk about something.” So she left looking sad and glanced over her sholder and scowled at me. Why is it everyone hates me.
So prince started talking to me again, which snapped me back from looking at Angelina. “sorry about that. So yeah she is my girl friend” he made a annoyed face at that said but I did not ask him about it. I was sad at that point. I was like, in my head obviously, no why does he have to have a girl friend. He should not be having one. I should be his. I like starred at him and turned around and started to walk away, parly because if he said anything or I did I was afraid I might cry. So I yelled behind me “ I got to go. I will talk to you later.” And I started torun. Ayron, yes I called him Ayron inmy journal can not bring my self to call him prince anymore. For he is some one elses. He called to me “wait! Lilly!” but I could not hear anything after that, I was too far away. I ran into my dorm and started to cyry. Everyone except tatiana was aorried about me but I did not say anything about what had happened.
So yeah. . .
today was such a bad day. And it was al because of Ayron. *sigh*  it sucks. He and his girl friend angy has taken over my mind. All the thoughts about him are being slowy eaten away by the thought of Angelina. Whaaaahh! I want to be the one dating him. So unfair. In skating I could not do anything I was like in my own world. I did not hera anything said to me. I could not land a single jump and could not get any sense of balance doing my spins and when doing my field moves I kept falling over. Sooner of later some told me to get off the ice. Ny coach, soo min was so disappointed in me. She told me to get some rest and clear my mind of whats distracting it from good coaching. She told me not to go back on the ice till I was all sorted out. I thought that was harsh but now that I think of it I see the reason behind it. In classes I did not hear a single word my teachers said. In geograohy class my teacher called onme for a question and I did not hear and so I got sent to the office. You could just say I had a really bad day.
Now after school. . . Ayron showed up. . . with Angelina. I got all sad again when I saw them. I did not talk to them at all. Ayron could tell I was not my usual self cause I am ALWAYS talking. So I did not talk to them. Ayron tried to talk to me but I would not respond. I just could not just stand there and whatch them. So I left and went back to my tree. We had been haging out in the park nearby. So I went back to my tree. I was just about to writein my journal when Ayron appears out of nowhere. I though he was with Angelina. Or at least stay with her. But apparently he noticed that I was gone he said to Angelina that he was going to look for me. I wonder what was up tih that. So I ended up talking some more with Ayron , but then Angelina came and pulled him away. I think she was wondering why he ditched her for me. Because that swhat I was thinking a about. When they were talking I walked away casue I could not stand being near them and seeing them together, they seem like such acouple when they were talking. When I got back to the dorm I did not go in I went back outside and looked to see if they had went. Surprisingly Ayron was still there Angelina had left and he was waiting there. Was he looking for me?
Wow. its almost 1 in the morning I can not believe I have been writing this long. I am so sleepy now that I stopped writing. Well I better go to bed. I got class tomorrow. I ebt I still will not be able to concentrate becaue of what happened today. Well *yawn* I better *yawn* go to bed *yawn*. Good night.


Wednesday, September 27. Dorm, before dinner.
Well I refused to go to the tee today cause I could not bear seeing him. Today was exactly the same as yesterday. Now even my teachers are saying do not come to class till my thoughts are sorted out. So I have to sort them out. So I think I might go to the rink. I find it very comforting in the rink.
So I will take a trip to the rink. Be back soon.

Wednesday, September, 27, ice rink. Before dinner still
So now I am in the ice rink. I have to sort out my thoughts. Thats also why I did not go to my tree cause I know Ayron Is probably there. And I just can not deal with anymore strange behaviour. Ok so here goes for my organizing of my thoughts (in point form)
• Tatiana mess of emotions
• Tatiana hates me for some reason
• Tatiana will not accept my help what so ever
• Ayron hot asian guy
• Ayron=wang zi=prince
• Ayron has girlfriend
• Ayron girlfriend Angelina
• Anglelina=fang hua
• Ayron ditch Angelina for me
• Angelina mad?
• Ayrons liek me???????
• I have no clue what Ayron is thinking
• Me and Angelina do not get along
• Skating land double lutz
• Working on double axle
• Soo min is my coach
• Classes okay
• 83.3 average
• Past two days can not concentrate on anything cause brain is filled with junk about Ayron and Angelina
• have not seen mr. blank in a while.
• Mr. Blank’s daughter??
• Know her??
• Kory and Brendan
• Calvin haunting Kory
• Calvin coming back?
• ME AND AYRON????????????????????
There that is my list. Sucks huh. None of it makes much sense.
Oh, Dinner is done. I got to go eat. Talk to you later, bye bye.


Friday, September 29, in dorm, after dinner
I have not been seeing Ayron for the last 2 days. If I see him I will be confused even more because his actions the last time I saw him were so confusing. Also I would be sad because I hear Angelina has been following him everywhere and I can not stand them being together. I do not think I get him anymore. Any way. . . since I have not been seeing him I have regained some of my concentrartion. I can land my jumps almost all the time. Bit less than when I have all my concentration. And my school is going good. I am actually paying attention mow. And I answer the questions. I do zone out a bit but not for long. Like maybe 5 min or so. So all in all everything has been pretty steady.
Tatiana and I are still avoiding each other. And we have not talked since THAT night. I really do want to be friends with her though. I still do not get why she is so mean to me. I guess I will have to wait till she opens up to me.
So yeah . . . I have not seen mr. Blank in a while. I see him usually hanging around the rinks when ever I go to practice. And I say hi to him. But for like the past week I have not seen him. I wonder whats up with him. I should go find out. I think I will ask the coaches tomorrow. Cause all the coachs know who mr. Blank is. Hey and maybe the coaches know who his daughter is. Maybe if I can find his daughter I can find him. I shall ask tomorrow for sure.
Now . . . Kory has been seeing Brendan every single day now. And when ever she comes back she always talks to me about him for like an hour straight. I think they really do llike each other now. I wonder if they have told each other yet. I think I will ask Kory tonight. She should be comeing back soon. So I will write again when she comes back and finishes talking. For now I think I will practice some stretchs cause Ayron is starting to come back into my thoughts. Bye talk to you later


Friday, September, 29, after Kory has come and gone, in dorm.
So I asjed her and she turned a shade of red that was so red that a over ripe tomto could not beat her. So I got why answer from the look on her fac, it was a no. I asked her if she had noticed if he like her or not. And she said that she thought she did but did not want to be the person to ask. She wanted him to ask her on a date. So she was waiting. And in my head he was probably saying either that she did not like him or he was waiting for her. But ass she was talking I kept thinking of Ayron. I tried to shake the thoughts away but I just could not. I think I have really fallen in love with Ayron. Ohhhh. Why did I have to fall in love with the guy everyonr likes. Yeah I have heard that he is the most popular guy in his school. Everyone says that he is a guiness, he gets perfect on every single test! And I hear that everyone wants to be his girl friend, so when he finaly said yes to Angelina everyone was shocked because he had never ever ever gone out with a girl at school. They say that Angelina had loved him for 6 years before he said yes to be her girlfriend. And me, he has onky known for a month. Maybe in reality he does not like Angelina. But if he does not like her why would I think he likes me. *sigh* I just know that he does not like me. he probably only thinks of me as a friend when I think about him as sooo much more. Why oh why is it him that I like. *sigh*
Arg so now I will oly think of him as a friend. Well. . . i will try to. Probably not going to work. Like even noe I am thinking of him. Arg why is he so hard to forget. I think I will sleep on it. Arg I bet even when I sleep I will think of him. Ok. . . from now on I will avoid hm at all costs. And I will never go to that tree again because, most likely he is waiting for me there. At least that is what anna has been saying. Ok I will og to bed now. I have to put my whole heart, soul, body etc etc etc into not seeing him and not thinking about him. So. . . god noght. Bye.



thursday October 5, in class
I have been spending the ast few days trying not to think about Ayron. But it seems like one way or another he comes creeping back into my thoughts. Like I will be talking to someone and something they say or do would either relate to or remind me of him. And then the rest of the day I would be I a kind of limboish mood. Like today for example. I was talking to anna and then she said something about the tree and I completly forgot about what she was talking about and I thought about the tree and I wondered if Ayron was waiting for me there and my mind was like in its own little world. I was kind of in a funny mood after and everyone could tell. I htink they have already figured out that when ever I am like that it is about Ayron. Also on top of that thinga between Kory and bredan are not going very well. I htink it might have something to do with me and Ayron. Oh why does everything relate to me and him. I figured this out because Kory started making up lame excuses like she was tired or felt sick or that she forgot when I asked her why she does not come to my dorm and talk about her dates. And she has not been seeing him the past few days. It is so wierd that when everything was good it was really good but now that everything is bad evvverythin gis bad. Like I can not land my doubllle lutz anymore. Like why could I not have at least one good thing to keep.
I have decided to go back to the tree today. I have been there in like two weeks. Even if Ayron is there I will ignore him. I plan to bring my music and listen to it to drown him out. Wait I will not even notice if he is there because I will just go to the tree and sit ans read or something. And I WILL ignore him. Yeah that is right I am going to do this. . . . . . . . . . *sigh* h man, if I see Ayron with agelina because I already know I wil not be able to not notice him. I will probably end up running back to the dorm. I just can not face him with her there. On second thought I do not think I will go to the tree. I am all sad know that I think about him and agelina together. Well class is almost over. Should I go should I not go should I go shloud I not go. I think I will not go cause I will be more sad. Any way class is over now. Bye.



Friday October 6, after classes, in dorm
After writing what I did yesterday I do kind of want to see him but kind of not. Well inactuallity I want to know if he has been waiting for me to come back and if he misses me or not. Ok fine I want to know if he likes me or not. But I think if he liked me enough he would dump Angelina and come find me in my dorm or something. He would like ask anna which dorm I am in and come and find me and say he loves me. but as you know that has not happened and I have been avoiding him for like 2 weeks already. I think I will give up on him. I did see some other guy in the cafe today. I believe I have seen him before but I never noticed becaue I was only thinking of Ayron befor. He ooks nice. He smiled at me when when passed. Maybe I can find out his name and hang around him. It would probably take my mind off Ayron. Yes that is exactly what I will do I will go find this other guy and he will be able to make me forget about Ayron. Oh but that so mean. I am only using him to firget Ayron. And then what happens if he falls in love with me and I will not like him in the same way. He would be heartbroken. Arg I am going to stop thinking about this.
After all that has happened I think Tatiana is finally warming up to me in the tiniest bit. Like whenever I am sad she wont make fun of me and taunt me. maybe because she knows how I feel. Maybe she has gone through the same thing I have. Maybe I have been to niave and have not thought about the things she might have been through. *sigh* now that I think about it I have been quite mean to her. . . . . . . oh snap I am late for skating practise. I got ot go. Byr.
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As Lilly rushes to her practice she does not notice the pair of guys she nearly crashed into while running. The first guy that she had almost collided into was a guy that had been wanting to see her for the last month. He was her past crush. Her past crush Cole Kenning. With him you would have never guessed. With him there stood James Hensworth. The guy that had liked her for the longest time.
Over the last month things had changed. Cole now liked this other girl from school. Her name was Tatiana. Tatiana Walker. They had met when Cole was at his home school for registration and Tatiana was suppose to go there for the arts program before she had been accepted into the skating school. They had literally bumped into each other. When he bumped into her he was with a bunch of friends so he turned his head to apologise. That is when their gazes met. He had been captured by her, and she had fallen in love with him at first sight. He ditched his friends and continued to talk to her, and she separted from her mother. They talked all day and they knew they just had to be together. Since then they had been trying to find a way for him to get to Dastern. Finally he was able to get there. Out of luck or fate, his dad was work was transferred over. When James told everyone Cole wanted to come and so he did. His parents were fine with it and James was pretty cool about having a friend come with him. So James and his family with Cole moved up to Dastern.
Things had changed with Cole too. As soon as Lilly had left Caldestien he wanted to change. Before he was a scrony skater boy. Now he was a full out punk skater. He changed his whole image. His hair now curved around his hat, instead of flipping out at crazy angles. He also was not all legs anymore. He had muscles. All in all he was your typical hot skater boy. Since he had changed many girls had been wanting to be his girlfriend, but he had turned them all down. In his heart there was only one girl, that girl was Lilly.

Allesh's WW snipit

Omd omdomdomd Edward Cullen just popped up out of no where
I mean omd he is here in my living room and he is sitting on the couch and looking at me with intentful eyes
He is so amazing hot and so cool..i absolutely love him. After a couple of minutes the rest of the Cullen family starts to appear slowly. First alice, then esme, then roseali and emmetn and lastly jasper and Carlisle. As i stare at their amazing beauty i looked at them all and said “someone is missing” and Edward gave me his sexy smile and said “oh she knows” and turned to his family and nodded. They all looked at me and then slowly Edward made his way to my side “ oh and the person your thinking about is not bella..it’s you” as i looked at him so shocked i couldn’t move. And i heard a little chuckle come from the Cullen clan. A braced my self for the pain that will be inflicted to my throat and i closed my eyes tightly thinking that it will be over in no time. As i opened my eyes widely, i see the Cullen family and i looked around. Everything seemed to be sharper than usual. I thought i had my contacts in so i got up and went to the bathroom. “what WHY CAN I SEE SO VIVDLEY, I DONT HAVE MY CONTACTS” Edward had followed me into the bathroom and said “well dear Allesha you don’t need to have contacts anymore” i looked at him wide eyed and i stared at myself in the mirror. I was amazed at what i saw. I saw an amazingly beautiful girl. And this girl had all the features of Allesha Narine, but she was really amazing. And then shock crossed over me once more as i realized that the girl staring at me is...ALLESHA. i let out a low gasp and then i looked at Edward. I walked out of the bathroom and into my family room. I looked at the rest of the cullen’s and thought to myself that maybe this is my fate. As i left my house unknowing of what the world had for me..edward took his hand in mine and we both flitted across the lawn and away from my old life.
As we walked past many trees, i knew that i was way to far away from home to even go back now.

The Winter

She sat at her window looking out. The cold winter had sent a harsh storm but it all just added to the beauty. The snow, the pure white snow, was so gentle and soft but so dangerous and evil. The storm would stop in a couple hours and it would be a winter wonderland. All the children would go out and play in the new fallen snow. She would not be one of them. She was stuck, trapped, inside this house. All she could do was look out. She had never felt the snow on her face, never made a snowball, nor felt the cold go through her gloves, and she never would.

Twins

She walked down that runway like she owned it. The crowd had all come to see her. the new beauty that had erupted on the fashion scene with her blazing red hair and bright green eyes and a body most girls would die for. She was the star. The talk of the fashion world and it was her premier fashion show and it looked like she had been born walking on a runway.
The theme of the night’s show was army gear and eathy colours. The first time round she was wearing a camouflage army hat, olive coloured short shorts, a bullet proof vest that showed her cleavage for all to see, and knee high boots that were deadly in the right hands, or feet. She went behind the curtains as the other models did their walks as well. She came out again this time in a foreign army outfit. Looked like it was from the middle east. If any other girl had been wearing it the outfit would look like rags but on her she was an army goddess. By the end of the show everyone knew of her, the newbie who has been taking over the fashion industry and about her talent. Her talent that surpassed everyone else’s except for maybe the top few models. Where had she been for so many years, some could only wonder.
There was a standing ovation at the end for the designer and also her. Many agencies would be swarming around her soon, but she would say nothing, smile and walk away. She would appear only when she did and no one knew when. Her own agency she worked for could not control when and where she worked. Who was she? She was my twin sister. The one I was enslaved to from birth. From beauty, brains, looks, and pretty much any good points, she had them. Me, I was left with nothing. Nothing, nada, zilch, zero. Al I could do was when she didn't want to deal with the world she would tell me to step and I would obediently follow what she told me to do. Most people would get away from the oppression I felt but as I said, enslaved from birth.
When we were kids, most likely when we were 2 she stared to walk and talk before me. I just sat there on the carpet watching her and cheering her on in my baby noises. As we grew up she started to order me to do things. I had always thought of her as superior so I followed what she wanted. If she wanted me somewhere, I was there, and if she didn’t, I was gone. I didn't mind much when I was small but when we started to go to school then I wanted freedom. But freedom I did not get. She found multiple ways to oppress me. From making my life miserable if I didn't want to follow her ways or making my life a dream if I did and if I didn't obey her rip my dreams to pieces. So I learned my lesson after grade 3. That’s pretty much when I stopped trying to gain freedom. Of course our parents didn't care about me. I was the second born one. The dumb one. The not as pretty one, although we were identical. I was just always duller and more transparent whenever I was with my sister. I had multiple thoughts of running away, but by then I knew if I ran away no one would miss me, except maybe my sister who would miss the free service. Yeah, most people would say I was a no body. I was just copy of the better, more genuine original sister. Or in other words, defective.
A year ago my sister announced to everyone she wanted to go into modeling. Before that she had been doing almost every sport imaginable and excelled in all of them. So when she had announced she wanted to model everyone knew she would do amazing, maybe even more than amazing. I also knew I would be the one tending to all her needs and wants. so when she appeared on the fashion scene 2 months ago she hit it big. In a matter of days. She went from giving her picture out to a local newspaper to having agencies knocking on our door. Then she got an offer for a world renowned designer for a fashion show we knew she was going to be a super model and rule the fashion world.

After that first show traveling was all we knew. Well technically, traveling, fashion shows, photo shoots, restaurant food, magazine and talk show interviews was all we knew. We never stayed in one place for more than a week I think. I was always put told to stay at the hotel or something like that. “Anywhere out of sight.” Were her exact words. She did not want anyone to know she had a twin and she would kill me if someone found out.
She didn't know that I secretly practiced modeling in the hotel room when she was gone on a job or just not there in general. I never slept much too so I practiced then also.

Hard Work

As the day wore on I could feel the weight on my back, the dryness of my lips, the strain on my shoulder and the throbbing pain in my head. All I wanted to do was sit down, but I couldn’t I had to work. If I didn’t work how could I face him. He who was the one I lived for but paid no attention to me. the least I could do was help him in any way I could, and if I could then I would be happy.
The air was filled with the smell of oil. The noise was past a roar. My head couldn’t take it. Where did I put those earplugs? I reached over to my bag to get them when my foot slipped. I fell, and fast. I closed my eyes, I would hit the floor any second now but I could care less. If I hit the floor the noise would stop and I could finally rest in peace. I felt something close around my arm and my feet regain it’s balance. who just stopped me from going into a nice sleep? I swivelled around to see the new worker looking at me with worry.
“Are you alright?” he asked.
“I’m just fine.” I grumbled back.
Now that I was fine I could no longer think about falling asleep. But I did. This is my third and final part-time today. Oh how I can’t wait to go to bed.

Tough Love

It is the 19th century. Elizabeth Welling is a young lady, only daughter of Duke and Duchess Harold and Caroline Welling, and she is to be married in two weeks time. She is only sixteen and does not want to be married, for she is in love with another.
One day when she was in the woods behind the castle she’d found a young man. He was unconscious and looked quite ragged. She wanted to help him so she attempted to wake him to make sure he was alive. He suddenly grabbed her wrist and sat up. He looked at Elizabeth like a scared deer. He then fell back to the ground. Elizabeth stayed by the man’s side till he woke once more. It was night by then and she knew she was going to be in trouble for staying out so late.
“Where am I?” the man asked.
“You are in the woods behind my home, and you have been sleeping for over eight hours. I was worried about you, so I stayed here,” Elizabeth said reassuringly, “How do you feel? What happened?”
“I’m not quite sure. I remember I was riding my horse and then it freaked out and it ran, I think I hit a tree and landed here. I bet the horse is home by now. What is your name young mistress?” The man said sitting up.
“My name is Elizabeth Welling. What is your name?” Elizabeth asked.
“My name is... John.” The man said with a bit of hesitation.
“Well hello then John. You may call me Elizabeth.”
“Thank you for helping me Elizabeth. If you don’t mind could I borrow a horse to get home?”
“Sure.”
As Elizabeth went to get a horse she wondered where John had come from. She had never met this man before but already thought she might be in love. She happily skipped towards the barn and found a black stallion for her and a brown mustang for John. She planned to ride with him to his home, and that way she could get to know him better at the same time. She headed back to the woods but could not find John. She got back to where he last was and there in the earth lay a ring left for her. She picked it up and examined it. It was a beautiful ring. Twisted gold with an emerald gem in the middle. It had engravings on the band of the ring. The engravings were in a foreign language, so Elizabeth could not read the engravings. She figured that John was from a prestige family such as her. She then realised, as she looked at the ring more, that this must be true love.
Elizabeth slowly forgot about John as the seasons passed. But she kept the ring from that day on a chain in her room. One day John appeared once more.
“Elizabeth,” someone called from behind the trees.
Elizabeth walked over to see who it was and to her surprise she found the man that she had helped many months ago.
“John? Is that you?” Elizabeth asked.
“It is. How I've wanted to see you. I'm sorry for leaving that day. I could not stay in fear of your safety, but I came back as soon as I could. Did you get the ring I left for you?” John said in a rush.
“Yes I did. I treasure it still but hurry we must hide. My parents cannot find you here. If they did you would be driven out and I will be locked in my room for days.” Elizabeth whispered, motioning to john to keep his voice down.
“Ok” John replied
Elizabeth took John deep into the forest and before they knew it they were at the same place they had met the first time. They talked and told each other they would meet again and from then on John would frequently come by Elizabeth’s home. Before long they were truly in love. They spent long walks in the forest and passed hours just talking. When Elizabeth got the news of her betrothal she ran outside into the forest to see if John was there.
“John! John! Are you there?” Elizabeth called out. “Where are you? I really need you right now.” With that Elizabeth sat down to wait. She buried her head in her hands overwhelmed with what she had just heard. She soon fell asleep on the soft earth.
“Wake up,” a familiar voice called out.
“John?” Elizabeth asked sleepily.
“I'm here. What are you doing out here? Your parents will be worried.” John asked once Elizabeth was awake. Elizabeth then remember why she had come out here to find him and started to cry.
“What’s wrong?” John asked worried.
“I’m...I’m...I’m to be married in two weeks.” Elizabeth choked out between sobs.
“It’s ok... I have something to tell you too.” John said stroking Elizabeth’s hair.
“What is it? You sound a bit down?” Elizabeth said when she had calmed down a bit.
“I'm also getting married. I do not know who I am betrothed to. But I know the date has been set sometime in the next two weeks. So we will be getting married around the same time. But all I want is to be is with you.” John said sadly.
“I do not know my betrothed either and I do not wish to be married. It is you I love.”
“I love you too Elizabeth, but we cannot change our fate.”
“How about we run away and escape this fate?”
“Ok then. I will come to your window in nine days time. Just act normal until then and everything will go fine. I have to go now. You should get going to before your parents come looking.”
“I love you.”
“I love you too.” And with that John disappeared into the forest, as he had for the past three months.
In the next nine days both John and Elizabeth acted as normal as they could although they were secretly planning their escape. They packed what they needed to and made sure that they would not be found missing till the morning after their escape. They wrote notes to their parents explaining what they were doing and hoped that they won’t be worried and try to go after them.
The night of the escape had finally arrived. Elizabeth waited in her room for the familiar knock on the window. None came. That night was a quiet night. Elizabeth sat by her window looking out, wondering why this had turned out this way.
The days passed and it was soon time for the wedding. Elizabeth got into her white flowing gown. The last four days had been dreadful. All she could think about was John. As she remember their first meeting, she realised she had never gotten his last name and when ever family issues came up he would avoid them. Elizabeth wondered why. She wanted to know why he had played her so long knowing that he didn’t want her. Why had she fallen for him? Her despair turned to anger. She held it in and if she was to ever see that man again she would slap him.
It was time for the wedding. She covered her faced with her veil, linked her arm with her father’s and they walked through doors. As she walked down the aisle she heard whispers. It was a story of a man named Peter Callingway that had been murdered. Elizabeth heard this and gasped. Everything finally came together. The man had a ring on his finger when he had died. It was the match to the one she had at home. That was why he had never shown up, that was why he didn’t tell her his name. He had been afraid of what would happen. John had been Peter Callingway, and he had been murdered the day that they were to escape.

Black

The girl watched as the old man stepped through the door. BOOM! The door slammed shut.
“It’s time to make my move,” the girl whispered to herself. Silently the girl crept through the dark forest making her way towards the cellar door.
The girl was on a mission; a mission to kill, and the old man was her target. He had killed her parents and now she was taking her revenge. The girl’s name was Black. Just Black; her real name unknown to society. Only her family had know her name, but they were all dead.
Creak...the old cellar door creaked with age as it swung out. Black jumped into the cold musky cellar and started to make her way through the gigantic mansion.
Suddenly Black heard a sound. It sounded like someone was making their way through the hallways. Black froze and drifted into the shadows. She first heard a door open, then a lock clicked closed. Black made her way down several faintly lit hallways but then stopped in front of a door. This was it.
Black took out her knife and burst into the room. The room had not been locked, and there he was, sitting in an old high backed chair.
“Nice to see you...Willow.”
Black gasped. How did this man know her name. No one knew but her family, and they died a long time ago. Black was cautious now. What else did this man have up his sleeve. She took her chance when she saw the man rest his hands in his lap, happy with the reaction he had gotten from her. She grabbed the old man and pinned him against the wall with her knife.
“Why did you do it? Why did you kill my parents?” Black yelled her voice full of rage, though her tears told a different story. Her eyes were watering, the memory of her parents death was replaying in her mind.
“I had to. The cult was controlling them.” the old man chocked out, trying to release Black’s tight grasp on his neck.
“Shut up!” Black yelled and in an instant she killed him. Her mission was done. She could now rest in peace now that her parents death had been revenged. She turned around to leave when she noticed a picture on a side table beside the old high backed chair. When she saw it she burst into tears and committed suicide. In the picture there were her parents and the old man she had just killed. In her mom’s arms lay a small bundle.
It was when Black saw the picture that she realised that the man she had just killed was her grandfather.

NANO 2008 Chapter 3

BACK TO NORMAL?
Monday, September 4, after lunch, with Kory.
I have not been able to write much that last week. Mostly I was hanging out with Kory. I also had skating practice and I hung out with my room mates. Right now I am with Kory in my dorm. My room motes went to town for lunch so they are gone right now. They said we can play a couple of board games when they come back. So we are waiting for them. Kory is right now reading over my shoulder. I wonder what she thinks of this journal I have been keeping. She is hugging me now almost choking. She is trying to get my pen now. I am to good a monuvering so she can not get
I Love You Lilly!
See she just stole my pen and wrote that. But I like it there. It is a really nice momento.
I Love You Too Kory!
Wow my hand writing sucks compared to Kory’s. Now Kory is laughing at me.
OH MY GOSH school starts tomorrow! Tomorrow, I can not believe that I have only been here for 2 weeks. Feels like months already. Wow. Times sure flies fast around here.
Oh. Tatiana just walked in. She is always around. I seem to see her every where. Worst thing is that I share almost every class with her. Unbelievable. But still, I share so much time with her everyday and we seem so different. Maybe we just got off on the wrong foot. But she still seems so cold to everyone. I have not seen a single person with her. Either hanging out with or talking to. I mean no one is every near her. She seems to have a repellent to people. She acts really snobby all the time.
When ever I glance at tatiana, even in class or on lunch, she seems to be looking at me. I always turn away when I see her looking at me. Kind of gives me the creeps. I should go ask her some day, “why do you always look at me?” and then she will say some wierd thing about stalking me or something like that.
Ohhh, here comes Alyssa, Anna, Phoebe, and Brittany. I wonder what game we are going to play today?


Tuesday, September 5, in science class
To day I smiled at tatiana in class. She gave me a dirty look and turned away. She looked mad at me. What did I do? I wonder what I did to her (other than arguing with her on the first day) that made her mad at me (remember she started it)? I want to figure her out. She intrigues me like how a puzzle would.
Tatiana is sitting 2 rows across from me. I want to try to get her attention. What should I do? Hmmmm. Well I can not throw a pen at her. Too obvious to the teacher. I could try to talk, but that would make too much noise. Oh this is hard. Ummmm…… I guess I could pass a note. If I get caught though i will be in big trouble. Arg what should I do…? Thinking… thinking… thinking… Wow this is harder than homework. I guess I will have to catch her after class.
What should I say to her? Tatiana why r you so mad at me? Or how bout, what did I do to piss you off tatiana? i do not know what I should say. It will come to me when I end up talking to her, or maybe not. Oh well guess I will find out.
Oh my gosh! I just spent the whole science class writing in my journal. Well most of it. there is only 20 min left and I am suppose to do these questions. Oh snap. Better get working on them. I will write later. Most likely after classes end and when I am in the dorm. I got to work now. Bye.


Tuesday, September 5, after classes, back in dorm
Ok so today I tried to talk to tatiana. wow I was a bust. Ok this is what happened. I cuasgth up with her after science class. This is what I said, “Hey, Tatiana! Wait up! I was wondering, why do you dislike me so much? What did I do? Did I offend you?” and this is what she said, “ just by being alive you offend me!” Is that mean or is that mean. I do not know why I tried to talk to her. It puzzles me.
She is not back from her last class yet so I do not need to deal with her right now thankfully. I think I will try one more time to get through to her. I shall talk to her in a couple days. Because right now I think she might be PMSing. I know that’s not very nice but still she was so mean to me today.
She will be coming back soon from her classes. I think I shall go to town with Kory. Get my mind off Tatiana. and maybe I will see the asian dude that I so want to see.
Well I better get going if I want enough time to stay there for a bit before I can not go anymore. Talk to you later . bye bye.


Wednesday, September 6, after classes, in dorm
Sorry I did not get to write last night. Was kind of tired from going to town. Still am actually. *yawn* anyway… I saw the asian dude yesterday. Ok OH MY GOSH we actually bumped into each other. I was talking to Kory and we were walking. He bumped into me and he turned around and I looked at him. OH MY GOSH he is so hot. He was fooling around with his friends and bumped into me (his friends are really hot too. Just like him.). he said sorry and I was like it is okay. I am fine. And that was it. but at least we actually talked. OH MY GOSH I want to see him again. I think I will go find out which school he goes to. Then I could just coincidently “pass” his school. Ok that sounds really lame. Ok anyway back to life in school.
Tatiana is as mean as before. I tried to say hi today and she said, “just get away from me you dirt bag.” And she walked off. Wow I should really give up on her. She jus seems to get meaner and meaner by the day. If she stays mad this long she will never have any friends. I think I will try a few more times to get her to warm up to me. Maybe if I left a candy or chocolate on her pillow every day with my name on it saying hi with a smiley face she will become nice. I think I will try that, but I first need to get some type of candy or chocolate.
Me and anna are going to sit under this tree that our dorm claimed as ours. Alyssa, Birttany, Anna, Phoebe and I all sit under ther sometimes. We usually talk or play something or read or sleep. We just kind of made it our hangout place. I think Phoebe is joining us after she is done her lacrosse practise. She made the team you know.
Anna is rushing me now. I think she wants to see this guy who runs past the tree everyday at acertain time. I think she likes him. I do say she has pretty good taste if she likes him. The guy is white male. 5’8” I think. Might be taller. Dirty blond hair with a skater wings from wearing a hat too much. Hes one of the seniors. He can land his quad toe already. Really good.
Well I better go before anna misses sighting him. I will write later. Bye.


Wednesday, September 6, at night after dinner.
So yes anna got to see the senior. I heard some one cal him McKay. I think that is his last name.
Ok here is the most surprising news. I SAW THE ASIAN GUY AGAIN. He walked right past the school. I saw him but I do not think he saw me. He looked so gorgeous. Anna noticed I was starring at him the whole time he was walking past. Then she started making fun of me. Not nice but then again I make fun of her. So both of us were talking bout the guys we were crushing on.
Tatiana is comong in the room I think I will try to say hi again. Be right back

Wednesday September 6, right back
Tatiana is just as mean as yesterday. To day before I even got to say anything this is what she did. She got a piece of duct tape and put it over my mouth and then for the icing on the cake this is what she did. “even before you open your mouth I want to tell you that you annoy the heck out of me. You have a very annoying voice that I can not stand and your hair is so straight that I love it but hate you for having it. so if you plan to speak tell me first so I can leave.” I took the tape off as good as I could with out causeing myself too much pain. And then this is what I said to her, “ I am just trying to be nice you, y do you have to be so mean to me. What did I do to get my self on your bad list?” this is how Tatiana responded, “ you got on my bad list when you didn’t let me have the bed I wanted. That is what you did to offend me. I get what I want. Period. By the end of the year I WILL gewt that bed. Understand. Good. Now shut up.” I was so shocked. Then and ther I chose to give up on being nice tp her. I went back to MY bed and started kind of bouncing on it. this is what I said, loud enough for her to hear, “ what a wonder full bed. I love this bed. I do not think I will ever move from this bed. If someone moves my stuff I shal throw their stuff out the wondow.” It was funny. Tatiana stiffed up when I mention the window. I think I got to her.
So yeah. I shall go to Kory’s room and tell her all this now. I will probably not write till tomorrow. So good night. Sweet dreams.


saturday, september 9, morning, aprox 6 am
I am so sorry I could not write the last 2 days. I was soo busy. I had a project due and then I had to write a book report and then I had an extra skating practise. I ya. I forgot to tell you. I got a Soo Min Li snd my parents aid I could have two coaches so I have alg. Everyone wanted this coach. I luckly got one of the spots. I was so excited when I found out. But now every so often she will book her students an extra session. Really cool but she is a tough coach.
So today me, Kory and all my room mates, we even invited Tatianaa nd of course she said that hanging out with us losers is the most repulsive thing she has ever heard of, are going to the nearest amusement park that we can find. We want to get before the weather gets too cold. I wonder if all the teenagers in Dastern go to the amusement park on sat, cause then maybe I might see the hot asian guy again.
I better get dresses. I'm still I'm my pjs. And since we are going to an amusement park I have to dress nicely cause theres gonna be cute guys there. XD Oh I can bot wait. I need to take a shower. I probably not write after my shower so I shall write later tonight when I come back so ta ta for now.


Sunday, September 10, afternoon, in dorm
I can not believe that forgot to write last night. Well first when I got home I was so excited. Kory ended sleeping in our dorm and tatiana ended up yelling at us. Quite funny.
So anyway, the amusement park was so fun! OH MY GOSH I SAW THE ASIAN DUDE! And as usual super hot. I talked with him more today. We told each other our names. His name is. . . is. . . Wang Zi lee. Well thats his Chinese name. And do you know what it means it means. . . PRINCE. Is not that so awesome. His English name that everyone calls him is Ayron. OH MY GOSH he is so hot. He goes to the school downtown but he lives near the skating school. That is why I saw him walking past the school the other day. Eek he said he would drop by at our school every day after he finidhes his classes. I am so phyched now. I can not wait for each day after classes cause I get to see prince. Yes I have decided to call him prince, but only in my journal. It would be wierd if I called him that out in the open. I will call hium Ayron in real life but in my journal I shall call him prince. Because he is my “prince” charming.
OH MY GOSH I'm so excited I think I will go outside. Maybe he will pass the school. I am going to take Anna with me. I think she wants to go boy spotting too. I better go before it gets dark and before dinner starts. I plan to get to dinner early cause if you do not I have to wait in line. And its first come first serve. So. . . I better get going. Talk to you later.



Monday, septenber, 11, some time after dinner I think. In dorm.
Oh. . . I saw taianna again today. Not good. Today she was ooking so mad. She was pissed off a something or someone and EVERYBODY knew it. And lucky me I get in her way. This is what happened. . . . *clears throat* well. . . . tatiana was in an extremely bad mood today. I was fooling around in the hallway with Brittany and phoebe. I had my back turned and was doing some random thingy, but that doesn’t matter right now. Phoebe and Brittany tried to warn me that tatainna was behind me, they did not succeed. So I turn around and there is tatiana. She is not that big or anything. But if looks could kill I would be dead ten times infinity. The look she had on her face was deadly. Usually I can stand up to her, but that look stoped me dead in my tracks of yelling at her. She said four words to me. “you’re in my way” it was more of a growl actually now that I think about it. And then BAM! She puched me right out. I do not know what happened after that because I fully passed right out in the hall. My nose was bleeding. I think she broke it. When I woke up I was in the medical room. They said I had been out a couple hours. I asked them what had happened and they told me everything that I just wrote down and then some. They said after I was knocked out tatiana walker RIGHT OVER me and continued walking down the hall. After she was gone then everyone crowded around me. Brittany and phoebe got me to the medical room. The doctors fixed up my nose a bit. It still hurts. After I woke up and the doctors looked me over they said I could leave and thas where I am now. In the dorm. I wonder whats gonna happen when tatiana comes. Thats gonna be interesting.
I better sleep. My nose is starting to throb again. Nite


Tuesday, semptember 12, in dorm, morning, everyone is gone
Everyone is in class. I am taking a sick day. The Doctors and teachers said it was ok. My teachers said I should rest. My coach said that I should not be getting punched by people. But I think she really cares.
Anyway. . . I heard that tatinnna got in big trouble for puching me. Heard her parents got called and she had to go to the principal’s office. I also hear that she is on probation. For those who do not know what probation is it means being whatched for behaviour and work ethics.
Everyone told me when she came back yesterday she was still pissed like hell. Good thing I was not awake because everyone started arguing. I was dead asleep. I did not hear any of it. They were argueing about me. I would have love to hear that but no I was sleeping like a log. Grrr. So this is how the arguement went. At least from what I was told.
*me sleeping on my bed, Alyssa, phoebe, Brittany, and anna talking on one of their beds. Tatiana walks in, they all turn their heads. Start scene*
Alyssa: what are you doing here. You dare show your face still.
Brittany: Yeah, you expect to be welcome in this dorm after you punched Lilly.
Phoebe: go find some other dorm to sleep in.
Tatiana: you know if I could I would get out of this stinking dorm if I could but the principal wants me to apoligise to Lil-whats-her-face. And he wants me to sort out my own problems. Stupid principal.
Anna: I agree with the principal except we could use with out the solving your problems just because it makes you stay in the same dorm as us.
Brittany: we all want you out. Especially Lilly. Right after punching her I do not now if she ever wants to see you face again.
Phoebe: honestly I do not know what you have against her. She tried to be nice to you and you just dissed her. I think you have a big problem.
Tatiana: I do not have a problem. It is her who has a problem. And I punched her today cause she was in my way and would not move.
Alyssa: but she did not even have time to move. She turned around and then you punched her. And you could have said please move you know.
Tatiana: you guys are all so annoying you guys together are worse than her. But I still think that that Lilly girl is mean, decdietful, annoying, and a lying *****.
Phoebe: wow. She is definitely not any of those things you just said.
Anna: she can be argressive and offensive at times but she is a very nice person. And she cn get annoying at times because she gets spazzy a lot.
Tatiana: what ever. I do not care about what she thinks and what you losers think either. And I do not plan on apologiseing any time soon.
*Tatiana goes to bed. Alyssa, Phoebe, Brittany and anna all go to bed too.*
So thats what happened. Well actually it was way longer, just that I do not remember what everyone told me and I wanted it to be shorter. Too much writing.
I better get some more rest. I need to be able to skate tomorrow again. And able to go to class. Staying in the dorm is so boring when your all by your self. Well I am going to take a nap. When everyone one else comes they will wake me up. Or maybe not, I shall write them a not. There. Ok off to bed I go. Talk to you later.


Tuesday, September 12,just woken up, in dorm, every one is back
Every one is bak. YAY! Ok so. . . I want to go to the trewe cause I want to see PRINCE. Awww he is soooo hot. Al my roommates are saying to rest and not go outside. I wanna go and see prince though. WHAAAAHH!!! Oh well guess I will have to wait till tomorrow. *sniffle
I can not wait for tomorrow now.
Oh here comes Tatiana. I bet ten bucks that she wont apologise. And there she goes passing me. And no apology. Just like my roommates said it was going to be. How funny.
Well I think I will go outside anyway. I will sneak out with anna cause she wants to see the other guy. Mckay or Makaw something like that.
Well bye bye. Alyssa, Phoebe and bruttany are all looking at somthing time to make my escape. With anna of course. Bye


Wednesday, September 13, in math class. All better. . . kind of
I am able to go to class again. YAY! Ok so yesterday I did not see Prince. *sad face* he didtn pass or I was too late *sniffle* I wanted to see prince. *sniffle sniffle* anyway. So yeah I'm in class right now.
I have to do some math equations. I wll continue writing later. Talk to you later .


Wednesday, September 13, after classes, in dorm, resting
Yes I am resting. . . again. And not from my nose but from being mobbed with questions about my nose. It was horrendous. everyone was like “hows your nose?”, “are you alright,” that was ome punch,” and then some other wierd comments. Every time I looked at Tatanna today I just could not be that mad at her. Well firstly, everyone must hate her now. Must be harsh on her. I really do feel sorry for her. I want to be nice to her again but I know I will get the same responses. I will get evil words thrown in my face. All chewed up and upchucked. Do not you jus love my comparisons. Lol. Secondly she was having a really bad day. I do not know why I can not be mad at her. It is like impossible.
Anyway. . . I plan to go see if prince is going to pass the school today. Me and anna better hurry or else we are going to miss our guys. oh yeah. Anna finally found out the guys name. His name is trevor McKay. So we wil be going to see prince and trevor. Oh anna is leaving with out me. Got to go. Bye.


Wednesday, September 13, at night, in dorm,
Okay it is finally the end of te day. I saw PRINCE! Yay. He passed by and said hi to me. I finally think that he has started to think I am not a stalker. Maybe sooner or later I will become his friend and then maybe enev farther. . . to become his. . . GIRLFRIEND! What an incredible thought. Oh how I wish that could happen. And maybe it will. I would be soo happy if that happened. Me and my daydreams. Ahhhhhh. I could just spend all day dreaming about Prince. Well since I am about to go to bed I can dream about him in my sleep. Now I want tog o to sleep so I can dream. Okay I shall go to sleep. I have made up my mind. I will go to sleep so I can dream about prince.
So good night. Nite nite.


Thursday, September 14, after skating practice, classes done for the day, at rink
I am writing at the rink today cause well. . . I do not know. I just felt like it. No one is on the ice right now. My practice just ended and the zamboni is about to come on. I have noy been thinking about skating much. Especially with all the stuff happening with tatiana. What a mess. Luckily skating always takes my mind off everything else.
Oh a got my double lutz today. I was so happy. I was like bam, bam, bam. I landed it 3 times. I fell a lot too so now my knee and butt hurts. I fell so many times. But I landed it :D. The first time I landed it Ny coach, soo min said, “nice, now do it again.” I was like “I just landed my double lutz, and I fell like a million times . My knees are sore and I am so tried now. Can we please do spins?” this is how she replied, “perfect practice makes perfect, do it again.” So I did it again and again and again. And by the end I landed it 3 times. I was happy but really tired.
So I'm in the arena still. I think I will stay here for a bit. I think it will let me think about what is going on.
So. . . Kory is fine now, at least unless she is hiding something from me. My room mates are great. I haven’t been hanging out with them much, other than boy spotting with anna. But it has been really busy the past two weeks. We should all go out this Sunday. That would be awesome.
Here comes the rink guy. I am so asking him what his name is this time. I always keep forgetting. Ok here he is. I will write after I talk to him cause it is rde to tune him ut. Even more cause he is really nice. So I will write later. I will be back in a couple minutes. See ya.


Thursday, September 14. After talking to old rink guy, in rink still
Ok his name is John blank. He said he was the manager of the rink. He is the founder of the school too. His wife was a famous figure skater. But she passed away. . . his daughter sktes and is really good. He said she comes here and is the same age as me. I tried to ask him what her name was so I could figure out if I know her or not. But then he was pager rang and said he had to go. So he left first and I continued thinking. That is when I picked my journal back up.
Did you know that my journal is a third filled already? I have written soo much and it6 has only been like two weeks. Crazy huh. I have just relized that I depend on my journal to express my feelings. And I feel so much happier now that I can. I think I shall keep a journal the rest of my life. Even when I finish this journal and then the next and next and next one. Oh my with this much journaling I am going to kill so many trees by the time I die.
Anyway. . . I better get going. My frienda are going to wonder where I am. And anna is going to be mad at me for skipping boy spotting. Arg oh my gosh I forgot about prince. Aww he probably went home already. Arg. Oh well. I better get back to the dorm now. And I think this is all I'll be writing for a few days casue I have some projects due and a few tests. And ny coach, soo min wants me to land my double lutz 5 times each practice. And I think she might book me some more time in the mornings. Sos instead of going to off ice she wants me to skate. I hate early mornings.
Well bye bye. I wil write ike in a week prob. So bye.


Friday September 22, night time, in dorm, by myself.
Oh my gosh I have not written in soo long. It almost felt that I was going through with drawl symptoms. So wierd. I had to lock up my journal in a box becuas eif I did not I would have written in my journal when I was suppose to do home work. Ya I am like addicted to writing in my journal. I guess some day I wil not have a journal. I will have a recordr thingy, which will recor my thoughts instead of writing thenm down, and it will have video and holograms and cool stuff like that. It would be awesome. But unfortunately I will prob be dead before that is invented unless. . . I invent it. But that is prob not going to happen.
Anyway.. I have so much to talk about. Umm. . . . what to begin with. Ummm. . . okay. so lets start with skating. Ok . . . finally ny coach, soo min was happy with my double lutzs. I can land them almost all the time and they have great power, height, and form. When ever I do my solo every one claps when I am doing my jumps. Everyone says that my jumps are soo good. So after ny coach, soo min was happy with my double lutz she said start doing double axle. Ugg from one to another. And my dances are going good and my edges and skills are doing good too.
Now to Kory. She has started acting strange again. I think calvin contacted her and said he was coming back. I think that she is scared that he might come back and hurt her. I have been conforting her some more the last few days. I do not think he is actually coming though.
Now. . . PRINCE! eeeeeekkk! I have been seeing him almost everyday. I just sit there and till eighter I am sure that he has passed or he comes. I never told him that I sit there because I wait for him. Okay the other day he actually came and sat by the tree and had a conversation with me. I could not belive that we were sitting so close together. I was like spazzing out. Not littereally but in side me I was liek spazzing. I was soo happy when I got back in the dorm. Oh and when I was talking to prince, anna actually introduced herself to trevor. It was about time. He said that he noticed that we sut there almost everyday and that anna whatchs him. He asked if she liked running. And of course she said yes. He told he to join cross country and she said sure. So now she will be practicing cross country 24/7 to be as good as trevor so that she can run right beside him. Awwww is not that sweet. But I think she will end up tireing herself out and then she might faint but. . . if she faints maybe trevor will carry her to the medical room. That would be soo perfect. Anyway. . . back to prnce. So I think I am getting closer to prince. Eek. Yay. I am speechless. I do not know what to say. I am just too excited. Breath. Ok. I asked him if he can skate. He said he plays hockey. I was like “I figure skate as you can tell since I am in a figure skating school”. He laughed. OH MY GOSH his laugh is so cool. I just love it. I can not describe it. He looks so hot. I will never stop saying that. Yesterday he was wearing a suit cause I think he had to do some sort of presentation. Oh my gosh I forgot to say that he is 17. So anyway. . . when he was in a suit he looked so sharp. He cleans up good. I would so go to a dance with him. It made me fall in love with him all over again. *sigh* *thinking about him* *zones out*
So. . . now about tatiana. . . I have been avoiding her. She seemed mad still. I wonder why still. Puzzles me. But today something different happened. It was really wierd.
Okay. . . I saw tatiana again today. I avoided her as usual. She did not even glance at me. I wonder what she was thinking about. She had this wierd worried expression on her face like she did not look like at a moment she would kill someone like she has been the last week or so. Everbody kind of made a path for her in the halls cause no one wanted to get in her way, but that was usual casue people avoid her anyway.. We all thought if we bugged her she would snap and end up punching us or something. Like what happened to me. Or break down and cry. I thought she would break down more than punch me again. I do not know what would have been worse, crying and having no clue how to deal with it or being punched in the face. . . again.
Well here comes tatiana. She still has that worried look on her face. I wonder what happened. Maybe I should go talk to her. But I do not want to be punched. But still she looks so fragile like that. I think I shall speak to her. I really do feel something towards her. Like sympathy or something. I think I better talk to her before I lose my nerve or she leaves. I will write after I talk with her.


Friday September 22, after talking to tatiana, in dorm still.
Wow. Not really what I expected. Here this is what happened, in dialog form.:
*Tatiana has a worried look on her face. Sitting on her bed. Looks on the verge of tears*
Me: Hey, Tatiana are you all right? You look really sad and worried.
Tatiana: get away from me you freak. *glares at me, Can tell she is about to cry*
Me: hey I am not a freak. All I am trying to do is comfort u. You look like your about to cry. I can not bear to see some one cry and I just sit there. So what is wrong?
Tatiana: I told you to get a way from me! Or do you want to get punched again? *she is angry*
Me: I am not going away. But I could do with out the punch. I really do gienuinly care about what is wrong with you?
Tatiana: WHAT IS WORNG IS THAT YOUR BUGGING ME! * storms out of room, slams door*
*aroom mates all get back from where ever thay were*
Well my room mates come in. All of them. They saw tatiana strom out of the room and they found me staring at the door. I was actually very confused. No one has ever been that mean to me. It was a very shocking experience. All I was doing was try to help and all I get back is her yelling at me. Gosh she is so tempermental. Yeah that is it. Tempermental. What a perfect word to describe her. But seriously. She was on the verge of tears. And she still will not open up to me. She is really stubborn. I think I will kee at it though. Her behaviour is so puzzling to me. I think I will try to talk to her every day. I bet I will get punched again some time. It is very likely to happen.
So yeah. I really want to be friends with tatiana but it is just so hard to get close to her. Very thick skinned. I wonder what time she plans to come back to the dorm? I hope tatiana is not sad because of skating or something. *sigh* so confusing. I better go to bed soon every one else wants the lights off. I am the only one with a light on. I will definetly write tomorrow. Night night.


Monday September 25, in class,
Sry I could not write the last two days. On Saturday I went to the mall and I SAW PRINCE!!! He was so hot that day. *sigh* oh I could spend a whole day thinking about him. That is how hot he is. So me Alyssa, Brittany, phoebe, anna, and Kory hung out with prince and his friends. It was soo fun. But that night I was like dead asleep when my head hit the pillow. But I want to describe what haooened on sturday. Well here goes nothing.
On staurday me and my room mates and Kory were walking in the mall. All of a sudden I see a familiar face. I shout out, “AYRON!!!!” he turns around and smiles. Awww that means that he kind of lieks me. He had his hot asian friends with him but I still thought that prince was the hottest. And so we went around the mall. Anna disappeared a bit later. I think she saw trevor and started to follow him. I believe that she got phoebe to stalk him with her. They came back like 3 hours later. Anna was very happy when she came back so I think my guess of her stalking trevor was right. I bet she went and “coincidently” bumped into him. Lol. So after anna and phoebe went to stalk trevor it was me, Alyssa, Kory, and Brittany. Oh yeah and prince and his hot asian friends. *sigh. . . again* so we continued on, ebven after we “lost” anna and phoebe. I was right beside prince the whole time. We talked a lot that day. It was awesome. Kory looked like she was crushing on princes best friend, brendan. and I think princes best friend was looking a bit interested in Kory. If she can get a nice asian boyfriend who will not abuse her and protect her from calvin, BONUS! So I think they were flirting the whole mall trip. Alyssa and Brittany went to go boy spotting around the mall. You see they have different taste in guys. The like the white males that are like jocks. Lots of muscules, typical American hot. I htink Brittany was wanting to spot this Mexican uy that we passed when we were shopping. That was before thay left the group. Princes toher friends there except him and Brendan left. The said they need to do some stuff. I think they wanted us to be alone. *extra long sigh* I was so enjoying the moment. But then my phone went off. It was my anna saying we had to go back cause she has skating, so does freys, and dinner is coming soon and a bunch of other things. It was a really really REALLT fun day. I was like so close to prince for the whole day. What a day what a day.
Now Sunday. Sunday was funn too but not as fun. I was sitting under the tree again. I think sitting there is a habit. I go there sometime not even knowing it. I would be walking and I would end up at the tree. So yeah. I was sitting under the tree and I see prince. He was with Brendan again. This time I was by my self under the tree. So the stoped by and we were talking. Brendan asked where Kory was and I was like “ohhhh you like her do not you.” He blushed and said “she is interesting that all.” And I was like “ ok ok she is in her room I think shes in room c18. You can go into the school vistitors coe all the time. Except at night they look up the building after 10.” Brendan said thanx and headed off towards the school. That meant I was ALONE WITH PRINCE!! *sigh* this is the convo:
*Brendan just left*
Prince (Ayron): he does like her. He Would not shut up about her last night. Seriously, he is in love with her man.
Me: I figured. Same with Kory she could not shut up about him. She was like brendan this, Brendan that.
Prince: we should help them get together. They would be a perfect couple. What do you think?
Me: I think so too. They seem to get along nicely now so all we ned to do is give them a little push to help them express their feelings. *and to help me get you to like me*
Prince: awesome! I can not stay right now. I just came cause brendan wanted to. And now I know why. I will swing by tomorrow. Meet here?
Me: sure. I will see you tomorrow then. Bye
Prince: bye
*prince walks away*
So yeah. . . thats how it went. So today I meet up with him. If this keeps up I will be around prince like almost 24/7 I am such a guiness.
I can not wait till after school. I get to se prince I get to see prince. Yay!
Wow I can not believe I'm writing in class. . . again. and yes tatiana is scowling at me as usual. I haven’t talked to her scine she stormed out of the room. And she has not been coming back to the dorm. I think she has been staying at someone else dorm even though I do not know who in their right mind would let her in. I bet she said she would beat them up or some thing. And knowing how she acts I bet that would work.
Class is almost over. So I better start to pack up my journal. Hide it and all. Cause I defiantly do not want anyone reading this. Only Kory has read a tiny bit of it. So if I ever lost this journal or some one stole it I would so like move to massectusets or china. Far far away cause I would not be able to show my face again. I would be so embarrassed.
Oh people are pcking up. I have to too. I'll write tom. Do not want to write tonight. Cause I will prob be with Kory spilling my feelings about prince while she talks non stop about Brendan. And I am kind of lazy to write. So yeah. I will write tomorrow for sure. Bye bye

NANO 2008 Chapter 2

NEW SCHOOL, NEW BOYFRIEND?
Monday, august twenty first, new dorm, arrived 2 hours ago bored right now
BOO HOO :’( Kory’s not in the same room as me. In each room there are three bunk beds, a bath room, drawers and closets, a television with a DVD player, a couch, tables and desks, one wall is a mirror (it’s so pretty)and a medicine cabinet. I took the bottom bunk of the middle bed. This way at night I can talk to the other girls in the room. I have met 2 of my roommates already. Their names are Alyssa Harding and Brittany Van Sheffler. Alyssa is about the same height as me and has light brown hair and light brown eyes. Brittany taller and has blonde hair, like pure blonde, and has blue eyes. We have become quite good friends already because we have been the only three girls in our room for around 2 hours already. We have been playing cards, stretching, board games (they are mine and Brittany’s, Alyssa forgot hers), monopoly mostly, and just talking to each other. They are both the same age as me and we have some classes together. I share English and history with Alyssa and math with Brittany and science with both of them. I so want to find out how Kory is. Like whom she has met, her roommates, her schedule, and stuff like that. I will have to find her later.
There is a meeting for all grade 9 students in arena 1, grade 10 arena 2, grade 11 arena 3, and grade 12 in arena 4 tomorrow morning. Ok but wait those are not all the rinks though. There are TWENTY FIVE RINKS! Wow. No wonder to come here it costs so much
I think there are different levels of skating classes because when I looked at my skating schedule I counted more than ten groups. Of course probably no more than fifteen people are on the ice at a time. I am in group H and I skate Monday, Thursday, and Saturday mornings, and Sunday, Tuesday, and Wednesday afternoons. I have off ice every morning at 6 o’clock and then after every afternoon skating practice. OH MY GOSH I hardly have anytime to myself. Well actually I have quite a lot of free time but it doesn’t feel like it.
Oh someone’s coming in. Yay a new person. I can not wait to meet them. I'll be back in a few minutes.


Monday, August twenty first, later
OH MY GOSH the new girl that just came in is so mean. Her name is Tatiana Walker. Perfect everything. Perfect body, beautiful, not too tall, not too short, nice legs, and she has such pretty hair. Her hair is like a dirty blond with highlights and layers. I so need a hair cut. When my parents get here I am so getting a hair cut.
Anyway, Tatiana is so mean. She thinks she better than all of us. She thinks that because she can land a triple and she is rich she is above us. Ugg, drives me crazy. And you know what the worst is. She TOOK my bed. She full out came, looked at MY bed, moved MY STUFF onto the top bunk and sat down on MY BED. I came right up to her and said, “That was my bed. Please get off it.” I think I yelled at her actually. And Tatiana actually had the nerve to tell me back, “oh really, where is all your stuff. Oh. It is on the top bunk. So this one looks free. Sorry. I got here first. I am going to have a nap now. Please try to keep quiet.” I was so angry. So she was lying there. I pushed her right off the bed. Threw her stuff out the door and sat on the bed. Alyssa and Brittany joined me on the bed. Tatiana just stared at me. She stood up. Marched out the door, grabbed her bags, and left. I think she went to go find the office for a room change. Once she left we all started laughing. Alyssa was like, “you sure showed her. Probably will not see her for a while.” Brittany said, “wow. I thought for a moment you would let her have her way. You go girl.” I told them, “I was frightened like hell and was so scared that she would slap me or something. She is one scary lady.” I started to take my bags down from the top bunk, where Tatiana had put them, and unpack.
As I was unpacking, a girl came into the room. Small red head. Shy girl. She said hi and said her name was Phoebe. She took the bunk on top of Alyssa. Her full name is Phoebe Morginson. I think she is a bit home sick.
Right now Alyssa, Brittany, and Phoebe are about to play LIFE. They are calling me to join. I told them I will. Phoebe is actually starting to talk more and laugh. Oh they are getting impatient. I will write again when the game ends.


Again on Monday, august twenty first, after LIFE
When we were playing life, the last girl came in. She was followed by her whole family. Her name is Anushree Dhliwal. she is Indian and her family is huge. Her mom, dad, brothers, sisters (she has 6 brothers and sisters together), cousins, uncles, aunts, and grandparents all came. Anushree (she told us to call her Anna) tried to keep them in the hall but some of them still came inside. She let them all hug her once and made them go away. She closed the door on them once she said good bye and kissed her mama telling her she would be fine. Me, Alyssa, and Brittany were all about to burst laughing. When Anna finally closed the door and turned around, we burst out laughing like maniacs. Anna ended joining us laughing and I bet people in Timbuktu could hear us.
So yeah. Phoebe talks SO much now. It is like she can not stop talking. It is crazy. Anna says she is going to write a novel for a completion for three thousand dollars. We all thought that was cool and told her that if she needed ideas she could ask us and we would give her some suggestions.
Oh dinner is being served in ten minutes. Better ready myself because there will be guys at dinner. Hopefully some asain ones XD. And I get to see Kory again. I will introduce her to all my roommates. I can not wait to eat I'm starving. Now should I wear the blue skirt or the black skirt. . .


Tuesday, August twenty second, lunch
Last night was good and bad. At dinner I found Kory. She introduced me to a bunch of her room mates and I introduced mine to her and her room mates. Dinner was good. They had roast beef, mashed potatoes, gravy (I love gravy), buttered peas, and for dessert, vanilla ice cream. And guess what. . . I saw that so many of the guys here are cute. And many of them exceed cute and go to hot. OH MY GOSH I bet Kory fully noticed that I blushed every time we passed a hot guy. And the best part is there are ASIAN GUYS. Wow. I am so going to love it here.
Now here is the terrible part. Tatiana came back. She did not talk to anyone when she came in. She just took her stuff and went to the farthest bed away from me which is the one on top of Brittany. Awwww, poor Brittany. Tatiana is sleeping on top of her. Ewww that sounded nasty. But you get what I mean. I came up to her, yeah I know I must be having another one of those smart stupid moments, and said, “so why are you back?” and she said, “oh. I am stuck with you idiots for the whole year so you better get used to me.” Then she went to bed. So now I am stuck with her the whole year. Arg, this sucks.
This morning we had the assembly. The ice rinks are so pretty. The line them up in this one humungous hall way. Then there are the electric belts, like in the air ports, that go in the middle. It is so big. I am so lucky to go here. Anyway the meeting/assembly, what ever you want to call it, was so long. But it provided a lot of interesting detail. They told us how if we miss to many practices then we will lose one. And that being late for class because you had practice right before is not an excuse. People can get expelled. Sundays you are allowed to do anything that you want to as long as it is not illegal. There are churches near by if you go to church. They had a lot of information about everything. It was boring but interesting at the same time. Wow, I have been using so many oximorons. Any way, school starts in two weeks, but we start having skating practice next week. I can nott wait. I love skating. I bet I am a bit rusty from the last few weeks, because I have not been skating much. Oh lunch is over, we are suppose to back to our own rooms but I think I will go and sneak into Kory’s. I will write later. Bye bye.


Wednesday, august twenty third, night time in dorm,
Sorry I did not get to write last night or any other time today, but it has been very busy around here.
Yesterday I went to Kory’s room and hung out. We talked and stuff. She was a bit upset that she could not see Calvin till like Sunday I think. I do not know. I kind of tuned out because all she talked about was Calvin. I ended up going back to my own dorm and chilling with Alyssa, Brittany, Anna, and Phoebe. We played a full game of monopoly. Do you know how long that takes? I took like 8 hours. When we finally finished it was like eleven o’clock at night. We had started the game around 2. And the whole time we were playing Tatiana was gone. I have no clue where she went and I do not really care. All I know is that we were all asleep when she came back.
Today we have tours of the school and stuff. We went in groups of like 20 or something. It was 3 dorms together, so that is actually 18. Some people skipped though. If they get lost I will laugh at them. The tour and orientation, ya I found the big word for tour, took almost all day. From breakfast till lunch. Then after lunch every one went skating. Not like lesson or anything, like a public skating. But in a figure skating way. People would write their names down and when your name was called everyone would clear the ice, like just line up on the boards (not all the rinks have boards, is that cool or what), and they would perform their free skate, or solo if you want to call it that. So everyone got to see other peoples solos. Some people have really cool solos. And the guys were so hot when they did theirs. OH MY GOSH I was like spazing on the ice. I did not want do my solo because I would get so nervous on the ice in front of all the cute guys, but Anna put my name down, and all the other girls in our room except Tatiana down too. So we al did our solos and it was fun because there was no pressure for a prize or anything. I landed all why jumps and I had a pretty much flawless routine. Too bad that does not happen in competitions all the time. It was a fun day today.
Tomorrow we are allowed to go into town so me and Kory are going to check out he town together. I have not really been talking to her much and she seems preoccupied. So tomorrow should fix all that. I just keep wondering what is on her mind. Well it is getting late and the buses to town leave early and they only come once an hour. So I better get to bed. I will write tomorrow. . . hopefully.


Friday, august twenty fifth, morning after breakfast
I did not write yesterday because Kory and I left for town at 7 and came back at ten. And by then I was too tried to write anything.
So yesterday, me and Kory went to town. There are so many asian guys. Not all of them are hot though. I saw this really hot guy, and I think he saw me. Ok he had the coolest hair. It was like spiky and shortish and asian only how asian hair could be. It was spiky with like individual spaikes. Not like a Mohawk like all over spikes. He looked quite muscular too. He was wearing dark blue jeans and asian converses. I love looking at shoes. The shoes puts good points on my scale. So yes he has awesome shoes. He was wearing a green shirt. It looked so good on him. And his bag was so asian it was like right out of japan. It looked high tech. I bet he did get it from japan, or some asian country. He was just sooo hot. *sigh*
I started blushing so much. I turned around cause I could tell my face looked like a ripe tomato. Except, here is the bad part, when I turn around again to look at him again he was GONE. Gone just like that. I could not believe it. The hottest asian guy I have seen so far, I saw him and saw me, vanished. Ohhh, I want to see him again. The next time I will come close to seeing him is on Sunday. Humph. I bet I will not though because it is a big town, and he might not even be from here, or he might live here but decide not to go outside, or I might see him with his girlfriend (if he has one, probably does because he is so hot), or, here is the best case scenario, he might go there I might see him and he might have hot asian friends with him. Eekk. That would be amazing. Any way, so I met, no I actually did not meet him so I only saw him, saw a hot asian guy that I want to meet really badly and I got a haircut. Yes, I finally got the hair cut that I have been wanting for over two weeks now. It is a very nice hair cut too. The hair sutters here are so much better than the ones at home. And they are all asian. I am in heaven right now. This town is like china but so much better. I love this.
So yeah. . . Kory is still being a bit weird, but I think yesterday helped a lot. She seems a bit more relaxed now. I think it is because she does not really know anyone. You see, she is less social than me so it is a bit harder for her to fit in because she does not talk as much. She knows her room mates but I think they are more like acquaintances than friends. Not like me and all my room mates. And I also think it is because she misses Calvin. She might be home sick too. No wait, she IS probably home sick. I think after a few weeks she will be fine, and she will become more social. I still worry about her though because she usually tells me everything. Hummm. . .
Well today my family should be coming to see me. My dad finally got some time off work so they will all be coming for the weekend. I can not wait to see them again. I am going to miss them so much when the leave again. *sniffle* they said I to wait for them in the school lobby, and that they will be arriving around 1 o’clock in the afternoon. So I have some time still before they get here. What shall I do?
Kory is probably sleeping in, like usual. Anna has been mobbed by even more of her family. I think they went to find some Indian restaurant across town. Phoebe, Alyssa, and Brittany went to some coffee shop down town I think. They asked if I wanted to come but I have to wait for my family. *sigh* I have no one to chill with right now. I htink I will check out the school by my self for the two hours I have to wait. And maybe I will meet some cute boy. Well. . . I better get going. Maybe I will drop by the one of the rinks to see if I can skate by myself for a bit. I will write again tonight probably. Signing off. –BEEP-


Friday, august twenty fifth, night time, in hotel?
So yeah. . . in writing this in a hotel. My parents spoke to the principal to letting me stay with them for the days they are here. And the principal agree so now I will be staying with my family for the weekend. I bet Alyssa, Brittany, Phoebe, and Anna are all wondering where I am. And I can bet Tatiana I dancing around celebrating that I am not there.
Ok about today. . . I saw the dude from town today. Well at least I think it was him. . . I only saw the back of his head so it might not be him. But until I find out the dude I saw today with be the town guy. I wonder if he saw me looking at him. Today I also got to skate. Some old man, I think he was the vice principal, saw me walking down the rink hall way and he asked if I wanted to skate. He had kind brown eyes and eyebrows that looked so naturally shaped. His smiled beamed though his teeth were not perfect. His hands looked worn but when I shaked his hand his hands were as soft as a baby’s skin. He wasn’t that tall, just a bit taller than me but I seemed to be able look up to him with respect. He just had an era of good and kindness.
To his questions I said yes of course. So he took me to rink 12 and he said “Go ahead and skate. No one will bother you and I promise you will not get in trouble.” So I put my skates on, I had them with me because I was hoping to skate, and I got on the ice. I did some stroking and warm ups and stuff, then I started to do my solo. The old man that had let me on the ice whatched me as I skated and smiled every time I landed my jumps. The third time I was about to start my solo I heard a small click. I saw that the old guy was gone and turned back to my start position. All of a sudden my solo music started playing. I smiled and began my solo. It was so nice. I had the whole ice to myself, no one whatching me (except the guy of course), and the ice was in pretty good shape still. I felt like an angel as I went through my solo. It was so nice. At the end of my solo the old man clapped and was smiling like he has never seen some one skate. I made me feel really good about myself. I skated though some of my skills and dances and then just did a couple field moves to end. When I finished I realised that the guy had left. I felt kind of sad that he left. I really wanted to thank him and ask him who he was and stuff. I really want to know who he is now that I think about it. Maybe I'll see him around some day. I will not be able to see him right now since I am with my family the whole weekend.
So yeah. . . you know that my family came today, and took me (feels more like kidnapped me) with them everywhere. And by everywhere I mean everywhere. I did not even get to leave a note for Anna, Phoebe, Brittany, or Alyssa. So my mom was like what happened to your hair and then my bro was just chilling. He disappeared a bit later. I think he found a girl to hang out with.
I am soo tired right now. And tomorrow my parents are dragging me all over town again. But hey maybe I will see the asian guy again. But then again do I really want to see him when I am with my parents. Oh how I wish I could go back to the dorm. But I guess I will have to just enjoy my weekend with my parents. I will not be seeing them till thanksgiving anyway. Ya my parents said I have to come back home for thanksgiving, Christmas, easter, when I have winter and spring break, and in the summer. Kind of gets annoying but I will probably miss then when they are gone. Well it is getting late now and my feet hurt (too much walking). I am going to go to bed now. Night.


Sunday, august twenty seventh, back in dorm (finally)
Yay I am finally back in my dorm with out my family. They finally went home after dragging me all over with them. Arg, I probably looked liked a loser following my parents around. Oh well I got to go get some more new clothes and I got a new skating bag and backpack. So now that they have gone back home I can continue with my day dreaming.
Yesterday I was showing my mom the rinks and I think I caught a glimpse of the guy I saw on Friday. I think I will call him mister Rink until I learn who he is. So I thought I saw mister Rink, but he was leaving so I did not get a good look. My mom was also rushing me, because I was suppose to go to another mall with her. Over the weekend I seriously felt like I was the mom and my mom was the child.
So the weekend was a drag, I can not wait till tomorrow. We start regular skating practise tomorrow. I wonder who is in my group? I hope I know someone. Oh well I will have to make friends.
I think I will go to bed early tomorrow I have to get up a 6 for off ice. Early to bed early to rise. Later.


Monday, august twenty eighth, after first skating practise, in dorm
OH MY GOSH. Practice is brutal. So much different from my old skating practices. Usually you get to practice what ever you want to practice. Now there are special groups and different days you work on different things. The sessions are usually thirty minutes long. The rest of the time you get to do what ever you want to. At the end of each practice there is power class. I am so tried. Arg. I can not believe I will be doing this almost every day. But at least with all this practice I will get so much better.
I can not wait to meet my new coach. Everyone will meet the coaches tomorrow. There are 6 coaches, each coach has a different teaching style and strengths. And over this week we will get a turn with each coach and we can pick which coach we want for the year.
There is the alcoholic Russian coach. His name is algoski klemenca. I hear he is really good but really hard. Also that he smells like vodka all the time and can have a over hang some morning practices. But when he is drunk they say that he is even tougher. He specializes in power and movement. And he is very picky with his edges.
The next one is the European princess coach. Elizabeth Sarah Cole .Very rich. Grew up with nobility and was always given what she wanted. So when she said she wanted to skate she was given the best coach in the world and the best dresses, skates, and tons and tons of ice time. She also got dance lessons in like every single dance style. She specializes in artistic and well. . . petty much everything. People say she bribed the judges once.
Next is the came from nothing rise to world champion coach. Her name is Soo Min Li. It is said that she was one of the poorest families in korea. And in korea if your poor you stay poor. And she escaped from korea by hopping on a boat that was taking supplies to America. Once she got to America she found a pair of skates and self tayght her self to skate. She then met a coach and she became a world champion. Some people say she cheated in a bunch of the competitions she was in. She does not really specialize in anything. She makes you work for it. She pushes you to your limit. she makes skaters more consitant and confident.
Now the all American figure skater coach. Her nem is Angeline Desomd. Skated since she was 3. Parents supported her. Skated right through high school. Got into Olympics when she was 18. She was pretty much a typical all American figure skater. She is a very all around good coach. Studied everything and can prove her skill.
Second last skater is the out back coach. His name is kyle Bryne. Very out backish. He said he knew the crocodile hunter. Anyway. . . what does crocodile hunter have to do with anything, in new zeland there is not natural ice. So he never felt truthfully cold. So his first big competition that was out of contry was in germany. Man was he cold. He has gotten better with the cold and was recently living in Caanda near the border. Even though he has gotten used to the cold he still carries a boomerang with him every where he goes. His specialties are skills and freeskate. He has some amazing freesakte programs. Even though he is no tthat artistic he has some sick programs.
The last one is the paris pairs supreme dance coach. His name is Maxime Florier. His is the best, the BEST, dance coach in the world. He went to the Olympics 3 times. And he won 2 golds and a bronze. He does incredible lifts and spins and is one of the few guys who can do a bielman spin. He is the best coach do have if you are planning on going into dance or pairs. If you go into either he will find a partner for u. It is easier now because there are actually guy skaters. So obviously his speciality is dance and pairs.
It is a first come first serve basis so on Sunday there will be sign up sheets in the rinks. Each sheet corresponds with the group that your in. So I have to look for group H. Each sheet has 4 spots for each coach. I am looking for a coach that will emphasise on doing my free skate and dances. Also some one that will push me, but not too hard. I just hope I can get a good coach.
I do not know what to write now. I have put down everything that has been on my mind in here. Except that I have not seen Kory around recently. It might be because I was away all weekend and that I do not share any classes with her and that she is just no where to be found. I think I will go find her today. She what she is up to. Maybe hang out somewhere. Park or mall maybe. Well I better start looking for her if I want to find her before lunch.


Monday, august twenty eighth, night, in bed, right before lights out
You would never guess what Kory has been up to. Ok. . . today as you know, I was looking for Kory so we can hang out. Well I first checked her dorm, and her roommates said she had left saying she was going to hang out with me. This I thought was wierd because she never lies about going somewhere and saying she was going to be with me. So I asked her what she had been doing the last few days. They said that Kory had said she was hanging out with you the whole week. So I told them to ask her, when she came back, to ask her where she had been the whole week. They said sure because they were getting a bit curious too. So I continued on my search for Kory. I went around the rinks and around the school. I even checked the library. And I know she would not be in the library because she does not read. So I had no clue where she went. I went back to the rinks and I saw the old rink guy again. He asked me if I was wanting to skate again. I said no thank you. I told him I was looking for my friend and I described her. Tallish, asian, dead straight black hair just like mine, dark brown eyes etc. He said he might of seen her around the back court yard (that is what we call this sectioned off area. It is a really nice place and kind of secretive. Usually people go there for privacy with someone else). So I was like WHAT! Who could she be meeting? And I started freaking out, like most best friends would. So I started to head out the door when I realised I forgot to ask the rink guy his name, but when I turned around he was not there anymore. And I thought to my self, “why does everyone disappear when I turn around?” So I continued to the courtyard.
The court yard is all the way at the back of the campus so it is quite a lengthy walk. As I headed over there my mind was swirling like a big blender on high speed. I just could not figure out what was up with Kory. As I approached the courtyard I started to hear faint voices. I recognised both. One was Kory’s and the other was. . . CALVIN’S! I could not believe it! CALVIN IS HERE IN DASTERN. Dastern is freaking hundreds, no make that thousands of kilometres away from Caldestein. Questions were going through my head faster than a high speed electromagnet train can go when they are breaking their safety limit. How did he get here? What were Kory and him doing together? Should I be worried for Kory? How long has he been in town? Were they making out? Am I the only one that know about this? Should I go up and talk to them? Should I spy on them? Does Kory’s mom know about this? Can I let this happen?
I finally got back to my normal self. I decided to spy on them to find out what is happening between them. Because I do not fully trust Calvin to take care of Kory. Oh yeah. I forgot to mention Calvin is FOUR years older than Kory. So I figured out how he got here. Probably took his brother’s car and drove here. But anyway. . . Kory is still a child. OH MY GOSH I feel like I am Kory’s mom or something. Probably because I just do not want Kory to get hurt. So I continued to spy on them. This is how it went.
*scene: Kory and Calvin are holding hands in the court yard. Well actually to be more exact they were clutching each other kissing. Very passionate kisses. Kory on bench lying down. Calvin on top controlling.(bad signs)*
Kory: *stops kissing to breath* let’s stop now. This is all we have been doing since you came on Friday. I want to just hang out some where like in a park or at a beach. Or a dinner and movie. I do not want to make out any more.
Calvin: *getting upset. Pins Kory down. Kory winces* oh so you do not like my kisses. Some girls would die for my kisses. It is an HONOR to be my girlfriend. Did you know that? DID YOU KNOW THAT?!*very angry* (temper problems, more bad signs)
Kory: * winching under weight of Calvin. Scared* It is not that I do not like your kisses its just that I want to do something else. Just this once please.
Calvin: *calm again (weirdo, one second he is all angry next second he is all calm and gentle)* oh my, am I hurting you Kory?*lifts pressure off Kory, Kory smiles*
Kory: it’s ok honey. So does this mean we can go to the park and stroll for a bit.
Calvin:*frowns* I just do not want to be too far from you. I like being in contact with you. And your kisses are so good. I just want to do this forever. *Starts to kiss Kory’s neck gently*
Kory: I guess we can continue like this if you really feel that way. *Starts to rub against Calvin*
Calvin: *in between kisses* I. . . Love. . . You. . . Kory. . . *kissing kissing kissing*
After they weren’t talking anymore I kind of just sat in the bush I was hiding behind. This is what I was thinking: HOW COULD Kory LET A JERK LIKE HIM NEAR HER! SHE MUST BE BLIND! That is pretty much how I felt at that moment. First sign of bad boy friend: when kissing in control. Second sign: bad anger management problems (wants his way). Third sign: makes up some phony excuse about not wanting to be away and loving the kisses and stuff *gag*. Too bad Kory can not see that Calvin is using her. It is so sad. My heart breaks for her. I can not stand whatching my best friend being abused. But if I stood up I am afraid that in the end she will be hurt even more. Maybe even physically. *sigh* so sad.
So I fully sat IN the bush for like 10 minutes thinking over what I had seen, when they started talking again. This is what happened this time.
Kory:*stops kissing, trys to push Calvin away, does not succeed*
Calvin: *stops kissing, pins Kory down again* what are you doing?*getting angry again*
Kory: I need to go.*desepratly trys to get Calvin off her* I told my room mates that I was with Lilly. They might wonder where I am if I come back too late.
Calvin: *pins down Kory harder. Kory almost choking* I thought we went over this. You get to go when I say so. Not when you say so. When I say so. Got it?
Kory: *really scared and being pinned down with Calvin’s faces two inches from hers* Okay okay. I get it.
Calvin: *smiles* Good. I am glad you get it. Now I do not need to teach you a lesson.
Kory: * in a sudden out burst pushes Calvin off of her and starts running, not noticing that her shirt is almost all open. Yells over shoulder* I have to get ba. . .
Calvin: *Calvin is right behind her holding on to a rope tied to her ankle* no you do not. You can stay with me. Let us go back to my place. I will get you back to your dorm. Do not worry I will take care of you. But I do need to teach you a lesson for trying to run away from me. * smiles evily and starts to drag Kory with him as he heads for his car.
Kory: *yells at him* STOP IT! I DO NOT WANT TO GO WITH YOU. I AM BREAKING UP WITH YOU RIGHT NOW!
Calvin: *angry as hell* YOU CAN NOT BREAK UP WITH ME! YOU ARE MINE NOW!
Me:(Yes I speak up from my bush) OH YES SHE CAN BREAK UP WITH YOU! SHE IS NOT, I REPEAT NOT YOURS!
* Both heads turn towards me, more like snap*
Kory: *gasp, then in soft voice* Lilly?
Calvin:* super angry now, face is beet red and his grip tightens on Kory* WHY DID YO BRING HER?*to Kory* * backhand slaps Kory and walks away* YOU WILL REGRET THIS!!
* Kory is on the ground now rubbing her cheek*
Me: NO SHE WON’T!
Me: Kory are you all right?
Kory: *crying* I am sorry Lilly. I do not know why I kept letting him have his way. Even after I knew he was not a good boyfriend.*sobs uncontrollably*
Me: *starts to cry too* I am sorry too. I do not know why I did not speak up earlier to you or him. I could have prevented all this. *sobs uncontrollably with Kory*
So that is what happened. Me and Kory eventually went back to our dorms. I dropped off Kory at her dorm and all her room mates were so worried about her. Her room mates are really very friendly. I went back to my dorm and my room mates also crowded around me and were all worried about me and stuff. So now I'm here writing this. So today was a busy day. I plan to spend the day with Kory for the next few days. We really need time too talk about all of this.
Wow I am so tired from today. I think it is time to go to bed. Nite nite.