A NINJA STORY
A year, or not even a year, of reading Lilly, or Lillian, Leeming’s journal or diary or what ever you want to call it.
INTRODUCTION TO EVERYTHING
Name: Lillian (Lilly) Leeming
Birthday: May 1
Age: 14
Eyes: Brown
Hair: dead straight black hair in need of hair cut
Height: five feet 3 inches and growing YES!
Shoe size: 7 women’s
Home town: Caldestien, Alberta, Caanda
Family: Mom, Dad, little sister, Dorothy (Dot), Older brother, Tianto (Tino)
Best friend: Kortian (Kory) Pang
Interests: FIGURE SKATING (YEAH!), math is cool too. English is nice at times. I like writing short stories.
Activities: umm. . . Figure skating for sure, and football is a fun sport as well. I like reading a lot but I do not get much reading done now a days. Swimming is fun but I would never go for a race or anything, so I think going to the beach would suit me better. I love puzzles and board games.
Goal: to find a hot asian boy XD. Yeah that’s right a HOT AZIAN boy
Thursday, August 17, morning, in bed.
I am writing in my newly declared journal. I just started a journal because I want to record all my thoughts because I am so excited. Also because my best friend in the whole wide world gave me this super cool AZian notebook. I have been waiting for this day FOREVER. This will be the time of my life.
Ok so yeah. . . I admit it. . . .. asain guys are HOT. OH MY GOSH last time I went to this mall there was a hot asain guy named Zak. OH MY GOSH he was Hot. Even my friends agreed with me and they do not usually agree with my taste. So yeah.
Ok here comes the most exciting news. The FIRST EVER figure skating high school opened. This means it is a high school with proper classes and what not but skating lessons in the curriculum. And guess what. . . I got submitted. OH MY GOSH I am so excited. Eekk. Ok I have to calm down. Breath in, breath out, breath in, breath out. Okay. I am relaxed now. OH MY GOSH my best friend got accepted too. Ahhhhh. I am gonna get all hyper again. Breath. In, out, in, out. Ok, on with my brain farts. Yeah I call all my thoughts brain farts. Anyway back to what I was saying. . . what was I saying. . . oh yeah. So this new figure skating high school opened and I got accepted (with my best friend, bonus,) and I am so hyped up. I am gonna be living in residence with my best friend and I so hope that we share a room. The information booklet the school gave us says that there will be six to a room and that there will be approximately two thousand five hundred students are going there. That’s about five hundred per grade. I am going to like not know anyone. I am so nervous now. To actually get in you have to be able to land at least 3 doubles. I can land my double sow cow, double toe, and double flip. I had just landed my double flip a couple weeks before I applied to go to the school. My coach told me about the school and I was like “I am going to so land my double flip now.” And I did land it. Boo yeah!
I will be going to the school on Monday to go on residence. People there I bet are stuck up. Cause it costs so much money to go there. My family got my aunts and uncles to help out. So yeah I am blessed to be going there. THANK YOU GOD! GOD HAS PRO SKILLS. Lol. It is true though.
So I will be going there and meeting new people and the only person I know is Kory. OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH! The school is based in an asian community. It is in Dastern. Thats somewhere in Manitoba or something. OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH. I’m spazing again. I should so get a paper bag. I am gonna hyperventilate so badly the next time. I want to meet a hot asian boy so badly. I wonder if any asian boys are going to the figure skating school. Eekk. Oh I can not wait.
Oh I think I hear my mom calling me I will write later. Bye.
Saturday, August 19, night, bedroom.
Sorry I could not write yesterday. My mom surprised me and took me shopping. We were only suppose to get my skates sharpened only but she got me new clothes, like a whole new wardrobe, and skating tights and I got two new practice skirts and two new dresses and they were custom made. They are soooo pretty. I was also packing yesterday. I have got almost all my clothes in the suitcases. I have three of them. So all I am wearing for the next few days will be old stuff that I am leaving at home. So right now I am wearing a dorky tee shirt with a rainbow on it and a pair of cut offs because all my pyjamas are in my suit cases.
Tomorrow I am having a going away party for me and Kory and all our friends are coming. I am gonna miss them sooo much. There is James henswoth. He is a guy and he is cute and I think he has been crushing on me for a year now. Not that I do not like him. But he is just a friend to me. There are the twins Casey and Callie collicut. They are awesome friends. They are so smart and they are not anti social like a lot of nerds. Well actually I am kind of a nerd too so. . . I should not be calling them nerds. There are also Scott and Peter van haslehoff. They are brothers. Then There is Calvin thacket (Kory likes him, and he does not know) and Allie ng, Hattie (her real name is Halley) flounders, and Cole kenning. Cole is so cute. I have kind of got a crush on him. He is oblivious to my affection. Whoa why am I using such big words? Craziness.
So yeah. . . it is almost twelve. I am pooped. Today Kory and I went to Honta mall. That is this big asian mall about thirty minutes away. We just hung out mostly. I went and got a pair of shoes and this really cute shirt. I am so wearing it on Monday. After we went to the mall I came home and had dinner. Then I had skating right after so I am so tried now. Oh, I just yawned. I’m gonna bed. Nite nite.
Sunday, august twentieth, kitchen after party.
OH MY GOSH the party was so good. I told Cole I was crushing on him; Calvin confessed his love to Kory and James admitted to liking me. I told James that I liked him as a friend only and I knew that he was crushing on me. We hugged. Kory blushed so much and told Calvin that she liked him too. It was such a Kodiak moment. They ended up walking to the park together WITH NO ONE ELSE. I have to question her about that tonight. Now me. . . well when I told Cole that I like him he was like all stiff. So weird. He went all awkward on me and he said nothing for like ten minutes. Well it probably was not ten minutes but it felt like that because everyone was whatching us. So creepy but I did not care at the time because I wanted to know what he was gonna say next. Okay this is what he did. HE TOOK MY HAND AND HELD IT. And he said this. “Lilly, please go on a date with me” and me being weird and stupid, but smart at the same time. I do not know how that works out, said, “I am going off to school tomorrow and it is so far away. I am sorry but I can not say yes. You are a bit too late.” I could not believe that I said that. What was I thinking? I had liked this guy for almost a year and I just said NO to a date with HIM. Gosh I must have been crazy. The next thing I did was even more crazy. Yeah things usually can not go more crazy than me saying no to a date with a guy that I liked. I, yes I, which is me, took Coles and kissed his cheek. Not lips because well I am saving my lips. After my dramatic scene I could totally tell that everybody had their moths gapping to the floor, especially my girlfriends because I go on and on about how I would love to date Cole. So yeah. . . I must have been out of my mind.
Cole is still my friend and we promised that we would keep in touch. I think he is heart broken. Awwwwww. Oh well, he will find another nice girl to love when I am gone. While I will find some hot asian boy to date. Yay. Go me!
I will be going to Kory’s house tonight and sleeping over because tomorrow I will be going to the school with Kory and her mom. My family will be coming later, on Wednesday because my dad needs to get some time off. I am so questioning Kory about Calvin tonight. She has to tell me everything. I will tickle her if she does not.
Well I better pack for tonight and pack everything else away, because my bedroom is turning into a guest room. Yeah, a guest room. I move out and they turn my room into a guest room. Unbelievable huh. So I better get going. I will try to write tonight while Kory is sleeping. She falls asleep way before me. Well. . . talk to you later.
Monday, November twenty first, at Kory’s house, really early in the morning
Okay. I am back. Kory is asleep already although it is only twelve in the morning.
Kory was a bit hesitant about telling me about what happened between her and Calvin. I ended up having to tickling her till she spilled. This is what happened that I knew already.
Calvin: *breaths* Um. . . Kory. . . I uh. . . *gulp*I like you! *turns around and stares at feet*
Kory: *blushing like crazy and staring at feet* Well. . . Calvin. . . I kind of. . . I. . . I like you too.
Calvin: *turns back around and looks at Kory* You do?
Kory: *looking at Calvin now* *nods head* *still blushing like crazy*
Calvin: *moves right up to her face* *whispers in Kory’s ear*
Kory: *blushes even more and starts giggling*
Calvin: *takes Kory’s hand and they start walking away*
Everyone else: *mouths open to the ground gapping wide open* *some people sigh* *awwing is heard*
This is what happened after to Kory with Calvin.
*Kory and Calvin walking*
Calvin: I have like you since I first saw you. You were beautiful that day. You were wearing a blue skirt and a yellow tank top and a white hoodie. I could have died right there.
Kory: I liked you since last year. Why did you not say anything before? We have known each other for almost 3 years.
Calvin: I did not really think I liked you. All I thought was that you were beautiful. But as I started to get to know you more I kept wanting to see you more. I felt an attraction to you. I would always come and hangout with whoever I heard you were going out with and if I found out you were going somewhere with other friends I tried to figure out where you were going and meet you there “accidentally”. I started to almost stalk you pretty much.
Kory: Is that why you were always everywhere I went. *laughs* Stalker. One of the reasons started liking you was because I thought you liked the same things as me because I would always see you. It is funny that now I know why you were there I am probably a total opposite of you. *laughs*
Calvin: NO! Please do not break up with me! I love you too much! * lifts Kory’s face and kisses her*
Kory: *after kiss* You are the first guy I've ever kissed and that’s kissed me. Calvin. . . I love you too. *starts kissing Calvin*
It is now time for a brief intermission. . . just kidding. Oh just FYI (for your information) Kory said that Calvin is a pro kisser. Wow. Now I wish I had someone to kiss. Any way back to the story.
Kory: *stops kissing for a moment* I think we better go back. My mom will worry if I do not get home on time. And then she will call people and she will find out about us. I do not want that to happen.
Calvin: *breaths in Kory’s ear* Just a few more minutes. *starts to kiss again*
Kory: *Holds on to Calvin and wraps herself around him* Okay.
So that’s what happened. Crazy huh. After all that, Calvin finally agreed to go back to the party and then Kory was always sitting beside him holding his hand. She told me not to tell anyone. I promised and I will keep that promise because I am her best friend and that is what best friends do. From the look of things though, I am a little worried about Kory. Calvin was not sounding as sweet as he usually is. I am starting to think he might have other intentions. I hope Kory will not get hurt. *sigh* I better get to sleep now got a long day tomorrow. Getting up early tomorrow. Nite.
FIRST DAY GOING TO THE SCHOOL! SCHOOL STARTS SEPTEMBER 5.
NEW SCHOOL, NEW BOYFRIEND?
Monday, august twenty first, new dorm, arrived 2 hours ago bored right now
BOO HOO :’( Kory’s not in the same room as me. In each room there are three bunk beds, a bath room, drawers and closets, a television with a DVD player, a couch, tables and desks, one wall is a mirror (it’s so pretty)and a medicine cabinet. I took the bottom bunk of the middle bed. This way at night I can talk to the other girls in the room. I have met 2 of my roommates already. Their names are Alyssa Harding and Brittany Van Sheffler. Alyssa is about the same height as me and has light brown hair and light brown eyes. Brittany taller and has blonde hair, like pure blonde, and has blue eyes. We have become quite good friends already because we have been the only three girls in our room for around 2 hours already. We have been playing cards, stretching, board games (they are mine and Brittany’s, Alyssa forgot hers), monopoly mostly, and just talking to each other. They are both the same age as me and we have some classes together. I share English and history with Alyssa and math with Brittany and science with both of them. I so want to find out how Kory is. Like whom she has met, her roommates, her schedule, and stuff like that. I will have to find her later.
There is a meeting for all grade 9 students in arena 1, grade 10 arena 2, grade 11 arena 3, and grade 12 in arena 4 tomorrow morning. Ok but wait those are not all the rinks though. There are TWENTY FIVE RINKS! Wow. No wonder to come here it costs so much
I think there are different levels of skating classes because when I looked at my skating schedule I counted more than ten groups. Of course probably no more than fifteen people are on the ice at a time. I am in group H and I skate Monday, Thursday, and Saturday mornings, and Sunday, Tuesday, and Wednesday afternoons. I have off ice every morning at 6 o’clock and then after every afternoon skating practice. OH MY GOSH I hardly have anytime to myself. Well actually I have quite a lot of free time but it doesn’t feel like it.
Oh someone’s coming in. Yay a new person. I can not wait to meet them. I'll be back in a few minutes.
Monday, August twenty first, later
OH MY GOSH the new girl that just came in is so mean. Her name is Tatiana Walker. Perfect everything. Perfect body, beautiful, not too tall, not too short, nice legs, and she has such pretty hair. Her hair is like a dirty blond with highlights and layers. I so need a hair cut. When my parents get here I am so getting a hair cut.
Anyway, Tatiana is so mean. She thinks she better than all of us. She thinks that because she can land a triple and she is rich she is above us. Ugg, drives me crazy. And you know what the worst is. She TOOK my bed. She full out came, looked at MY bed, moved MY STUFF onto the top bunk and sat down on MY BED. I came right up to her and said, “That was my bed. Please get off it.” I think I yelled at her actually. And Tatiana actually had the nerve to tell me back, “oh really, where is all your stuff. Oh. It is on the top bunk. So this one looks free. Sorry. I got here first. I am going to have a nap now. Please try to keep quiet.” I was so angry. So she was lying there. I pushed her right off the bed. Threw her stuff out the door and sat on the bed. Alyssa and Brittany joined me on the bed. Tatiana just stared at me. She stood up. Marched out the door, grabbed her bags, and left. I think she went to go find the office for a room change. Once she left we all started laughing. Alyssa was like, “you sure showed her. Probably will not see her for a while.” Brittany said, “wow. I thought for a moment you would let her have her way. You go girl.” I told them, “I was frightened like hell and was so scared that she would slap me or something. She is one scary lady.” I started to take my bags down from the top bunk, where Tatiana had put them, and unpack.
As I was unpacking, a girl came into the room. Small red head. Shy girl. She said hi and said her name was Phoebe. She took the bunk on top of Alyssa. Her full name is Phoebe Morginson. I think she is a bit home sick.
Right now Alyssa, Brittany, and Phoebe are about to play LIFE. They are calling me to join. I told them I will. Phoebe is actually starting to talk more and laugh. Oh they are getting impatient. I will write again when the game ends.
Again on Monday, august twenty first, after LIFE
When we were playing life, the last girl came in. She was followed by her whole family. Her name is Anushree Dhliwal. she is Indian and her family is huge. Her mom, dad, brothers, sisters (she has 6 brothers and sisters together), cousins, uncles, aunts, and grandparents all came. Anushree (she told us to call her Anna) tried to keep them in the hall but some of them still came inside. She let them all hug her once and made them go away. She closed the door on them once she said good bye and kissed her mama telling her she would be fine. Me, Alyssa, and Brittany were all about to burst laughing. When Anna finally closed the door and turned around, we burst out laughing like maniacs. Anna ended joining us laughing and I bet people in Timbuktu could hear us.
So yeah. Phoebe talks SO much now. It is like she can not stop talking. It is crazy. Anna says she is going to write a novel for a completion for three thousand dollars. We all thought that was cool and told her that if she needed ideas she could ask us and we would give her some suggestions.
Oh dinner is being served in ten minutes. Better ready myself because there will be guys at dinner. Hopefully some asain ones XD. And I get to see Kory again. I will introduce her to all my roommates. I can not wait to eat I'm starving. Now should I wear the blue skirt or the black skirt. . .
Tuesday, August twenty second, lunch
Last night was good and bad. At dinner I found Kory. She introduced me to a bunch of her room mates and I introduced mine to her and her room mates. Dinner was good. They had roast beef, mashed potatoes, gravy (I love gravy), buttered peas, and for dessert, vanilla ice cream. And guess what. . . I saw that so many of the guys here are cute. And many of them exceed cute and go to hot. OH MY GOSH I bet Kory fully noticed that I blushed every time we passed a hot guy. And the best part is there are ASIAN GUYS. Wow. I am so going to love it here.
Now here is the terrible part. Tatiana came back. She did not talk to anyone when she came in. She just took her stuff and went to the farthest bed away from me which is the one on top of Brittany. Awwww, poor Brittany. Tatiana is sleeping on top of her. Ewww that sounded nasty. But you get what I mean. I came up to her, yeah I know I must be having another one of those smart stupid moments, and said, “so why are you back?” and she said, “oh. I am stuck with you idiots for the whole year so you better get used to me.” Then she went to bed. So now I am stuck with her the whole year. Arg, this sucks.
This morning we had the assembly. The ice rinks are so pretty. The line them up in this one humungous hall way. Then there are the electric belts, like in the air ports, that go in the middle. It is so big. I am so lucky to go here. Anyway the meeting/assembly, what ever you want to call it, was so long. But it provided a lot of interesting detail. They told us how if we miss to many practices then we will lose one. And that being late for class because you had practice right before is not an excuse. People can get expelled. Sundays you are allowed to do anything that you want to as long as it is not illegal. There are churches near by if you go to church. They had a lot of information about everything. It was boring but interesting at the same time. Wow, I have been using so many oximorons. Any way, school starts in two weeks, but we start having skating practice next week. I can nott wait. I love skating. I bet I am a bit rusty from the last few weeks, because I have not been skating much. Oh lunch is over, we are suppose to back to our own rooms but I think I will go and sneak into Kory’s. I will write later. Bye bye.
Wednesday, august twenty third, night time in dorm,
Sorry I did not get to write last night or any other time today, but it has been very busy around here.
Yesterday I went to Kory’s room and hung out. We talked and stuff. She was a bit upset that she could not see Calvin till like Sunday I think. I do not know. I kind of tuned out because all she talked about was Calvin. I ended up going back to my own dorm and chilling with Alyssa, Brittany, Anna, and Phoebe. We played a full game of monopoly. Do you know how long that takes? I took like 8 hours. When we finally finished it was like eleven o’clock at night. We had started the game around 2. And the whole time we were playing Tatiana was gone. I have no clue where she went and I do not really care. All I know is that we were all asleep when she came back.
Today we have tours of the school and stuff. We went in groups of like 20 or something. It was 3 dorms together, so that is actually 18. Some people skipped though. If they get lost I will laugh at them. The tour and orientation, ya I found the big word for tour, took almost all day. From breakfast till lunch. Then after lunch every one went skating. Not like lesson or anything, like a public skating. But in a figure skating way. People would write their names down and when your name was called everyone would clear the ice, like just line up on the boards (not all the rinks have boards, is that cool or what), and they would perform their free skate, or solo if you want to call it that. So everyone got to see other peoples solos. Some people have really cool solos. And the guys were so hot when they did theirs. OH MY GOSH I was like spazing on the ice. I did not want do my solo because I would get so nervous on the ice in front of all the cute guys, but Anna put my name down, and all the other girls in our room except Tatiana down too. So we al did our solos and it was fun because there was no pressure for a prize or anything. I landed all why jumps and I had a pretty much flawless routine. Too bad that does not happen in competitions all the time. It was a fun day today.
Tomorrow we are allowed to go into town so me and Kory are going to check out he town together. I have not really been talking to her much and she seems preoccupied. So tomorrow should fix all that. I just keep wondering what is on her mind. Well it is getting late and the buses to town leave early and they only come once an hour. So I better get to bed. I will write tomorrow. . . hopefully.
Friday, august twenty fifth, morning after breakfast
I did not write yesterday because Kory and I left for town at 7 and came back at ten. And by then I was too tried to write anything.
So yesterday, me and Kory went to town. There are so many asian guys. Not all of them are hot though. I saw this really hot guy, and I think he saw me. Ok he had the coolest hair. It was like spiky and shortish and asian only how asian hair could be. It was spiky with like individual spaikes. Not like a Mohawk like all over spikes. He looked quite muscular too. He was wearing dark blue jeans and asian converses. I love looking at shoes. The shoes puts good points on my scale. So yes he has awesome shoes. He was wearing a green shirt. It looked so good on him. And his bag was so asian it was like right out of japan. It looked high tech. I bet he did get it from japan, or some asian country. He was just sooo hot. *sigh*
I started blushing so much. I turned around cause I could tell my face looked like a ripe tomato. Except, here is the bad part, when I turn around again to look at him again he was GONE. Gone just like that. I could not believe it. The hottest asian guy I have seen so far, I saw him and saw me, vanished. Ohhh, I want to see him again. The next time I will come close to seeing him is on Sunday. Humph. I bet I will not though because it is a big town, and he might not even be from here, or he might live here but decide not to go outside, or I might see him with his girlfriend (if he has one, probably does because he is so hot), or, here is the best case scenario, he might go there I might see him and he might have hot asian friends with him. Eekk. That would be amazing. Any way, so I met, no I actually did not meet him so I only saw him, saw a hot asian guy that I want to meet really badly and I got a haircut. Yes, I finally got the hair cut that I have been wanting for over two weeks now. It is a very nice hair cut too. The hair sutters here are so much better than the ones at home. And they are all asian. I am in heaven right now. This town is like china but so much better. I love this.
So yeah. . . Kory is still being a bit weird, but I think yesterday helped a lot. She seems a bit more relaxed now. I think it is because she does not really know anyone. You see, she is less social than me so it is a bit harder for her to fit in because she does not talk as much. She knows her room mates but I think they are more like acquaintances than friends. Not like me and all my room mates. And I also think it is because she misses Calvin. She might be home sick too. No wait, she IS probably home sick. I think after a few weeks she will be fine, and she will become more social. I still worry about her though because she usually tells me everything. Hummm. . .
Well today my family should be coming to see me. My dad finally got some time off work so they will all be coming for the weekend. I can not wait to see them again. I am going to miss them so much when the leave again. *sniffle* they said I to wait for them in the school lobby, and that they will be arriving around 1 o’clock in the afternoon. So I have some time still before they get here. What shall I do?
Kory is probably sleeping in, like usual. Anna has been mobbed by even more of her family. I think they went to find some Indian restaurant across town. Phoebe, Alyssa, and Brittany went to some coffee shop down town I think. They asked if I wanted to come but I have to wait for my family. *sigh* I have no one to chill with right now. I htink I will check out the school by my self for the two hours I have to wait. And maybe I will meet some cute boy. Well. . . I better get going. Maybe I will drop by the one of the rinks to see if I can skate by myself for a bit. I will write again tonight probably. Signing off. –BEEP-
Friday, august twenty fifth, night time, in hotel?
So yeah. . . in writing this in a hotel. My parents spoke to the principal to letting me stay with them for the days they are here. And the principal agree so now I will be staying with my family for the weekend. I bet Alyssa, Brittany, Phoebe, and Anna are all wondering where I am. And I can bet Tatiana I dancing around celebrating that I am not there.
Ok about today. . . I saw the dude from town today. Well at least I think it was him. . . I only saw the back of his head so it might not be him. But until I find out the dude I saw today with be the town guy. I wonder if he saw me looking at him. Today I also got to skate. Some old man, I think he was the vice principal, saw me walking down the rink hall way and he asked if I wanted to skate. He had kind brown eyes and eyebrows that looked so naturally shaped. His smiled beamed though his teeth were not perfect. His hands looked worn but when I shaked his hand his hands were as soft as a baby’s skin. He wasn’t that tall, just a bit taller than me but I seemed to be able look up to him with respect. He just had an era of good and kindness.
To his questions I said yes of course. So he took me to rink 12 and he said “Go ahead and skate. No one will bother you and I promise you will not get in trouble.” So I put my skates on, I had them with me because I was hoping to skate, and I got on the ice. I did some stroking and warm ups and stuff, then I started to do my solo. The old man that had let me on the ice whatched me as I skated and smiled every time I landed my jumps. The third time I was about to start my solo I heard a small click. I saw that the old guy was gone and turned back to my start position. All of a sudden my solo music started playing. I smiled and began my solo. It was so nice. I had the whole ice to myself, no one whatching me (except the guy of course), and the ice was in pretty good shape still. I felt like an angel as I went through my solo. It was so nice. At the end of my solo the old man clapped and was smiling like he has never seen some one skate. I made me feel really good about myself. I skated though some of my skills and dances and then just did a couple field moves to end. When I finished I realised that the guy had left. I felt kind of sad that he left. I really wanted to thank him and ask him who he was and stuff. I really want to know who he is now that I think about it. Maybe I'll see him around some day. I will not be able to see him right now since I am with my family the whole weekend.
So yeah. . . you know that my family came today, and took me (feels more like kidnapped me) with them everywhere. And by everywhere I mean everywhere. I did not even get to leave a note for Anna, Phoebe, Brittany, or Alyssa. So my mom was like what happened to your hair and then my bro was just chilling. He disappeared a bit later. I think he found a girl to hang out with.
I am soo tired right now. And tomorrow my parents are dragging me all over town again. But hey maybe I will see the asian guy again. But then again do I really want to see him when I am with my parents. Oh how I wish I could go back to the dorm. But I guess I will have to just enjoy my weekend with my parents. I will not be seeing them till thanksgiving anyway. Ya my parents said I have to come back home for thanksgiving, Christmas, easter, when I have winter and spring break, and in the summer. Kind of gets annoying but I will probably miss then when they are gone. Well it is getting late now and my feet hurt (too much walking). I am going to go to bed now. Night.
Sunday, august twenty seventh, back in dorm (finally)
Yay I am finally back in my dorm with out my family. They finally went home after dragging me all over with them. Arg, I probably looked liked a loser following my parents around. Oh well I got to go get some more new clothes and I got a new skating bag and backpack. So now that they have gone back home I can continue with my day dreaming.
Yesterday I was showing my mom the rinks and I think I caught a glimpse of the guy I saw on Friday. I think I will call him mister Rink until I learn who he is. So I thought I saw mister Rink, but he was leaving so I did not get a good look. My mom was also rushing me, because I was suppose to go to another mall with her. Over the weekend I seriously felt like I was the mom and my mom was the child.
So the weekend was a drag, I can not wait till tomorrow. We start regular skating practise tomorrow. I wonder who is in my group? I hope I know someone. Oh well I will have to make friends.
I think I will go to bed early tomorrow I have to get up a 6 for off ice. Early to bed early to rise. Later.
Monday, august twenty eighth, after first skating practise, in dorm
OH MY GOSH. Practice is brutal. So much different from my old skating practices. Usually you get to practice what ever you want to practice. Now there are special groups and different days you work on different things. The sessions are usually thirty minutes long. The rest of the time you get to do what ever you want to. At the end of each practice there is power class. I am so tried. Arg. I can not believe I will be doing this almost every day. But at least with all this practice I will get so much better.
I can not wait to meet my new coach. Everyone will meet the coaches tomorrow. There are 6 coaches, each coach has a different teaching style and strengths. And over this week we will get a turn with each coach and we can pick which coach we want for the year.
There is the alcoholic Russian coach. His name is algoski klemenca. I hear he is really good but really hard. Also that he smells like vodka all the time and can have a over hang some morning practices. But when he is drunk they say that he is even tougher. He specializes in power and movement. And he is very picky with his edges.
The next one is the European princess coach. Elizabeth Sarah Cole .Very rich. Grew up with nobility and was always given what she wanted. So when she said she wanted to skate she was given the best coach in the world and the best dresses, skates, and tons and tons of ice time. She also got dance lessons in like every single dance style. She specializes in artistic and well. . . petty much everything. People say she bribed the judges once.
Next is the came from nothing rise to world champion coach. Her name is Soo Min Li. It is said that she was one of the poorest families in korea. And in korea if your poor you stay poor. And she escaped from korea by hopping on a boat that was taking supplies to America. Once she got to America she found a pair of skates and self tayght her self to skate. She then met a coach and she became a world champion. Some people say she cheated in a bunch of the competitions she was in. She does not really specialize in anything. She makes you work for it. She pushes you to your limit. she makes skaters more consitant and confident.
Now the all American figure skater coach. Her nem is Angeline Desomd. Skated since she was 3. Parents supported her. Skated right through high school. Got into Olympics when she was 18. She was pretty much a typical all American figure skater. She is a very all around good coach. Studied everything and can prove her skill.
Second last skater is the out back coach. His name is kyle Bryne. Very out backish. He said he knew the crocodile hunter. Anyway. . . what does crocodile hunter have to do with anything, in new zeland there is not natural ice. So he never felt truthfully cold. So his first big competition that was out of contry was in germany. Man was he cold. He has gotten better with the cold and was recently living in Caanda near the border. Even though he has gotten used to the cold he still carries a boomerang with him every where he goes. His specialties are skills and freeskate. He has some amazing freesakte programs. Even though he is no tthat artistic he has some sick programs.
The last one is the paris pairs supreme dance coach. His name is Maxime Florier. His is the best, the BEST, dance coach in the world. He went to the Olympics 3 times. And he won 2 golds and a bronze. He does incredible lifts and spins and is one of the few guys who can do a bielman spin. He is the best coach do have if you are planning on going into dance or pairs. If you go into either he will find a partner for u. It is easier now because there are actually guy skaters. So obviously his speciality is dance and pairs.
It is a first come first serve basis so on Sunday there will be sign up sheets in the rinks. Each sheet corresponds with the group that your in. So I have to look for group H. Each sheet has 4 spots for each coach. I am looking for a coach that will emphasise on doing my free skate and dances. Also some one that will push me, but not too hard. I just hope I can get a good coach.
I do not know what to write now. I have put down everything that has been on my mind in here. Except that I have not seen Kory around recently. It might be because I was away all weekend and that I do not share any classes with her and that she is just no where to be found. I think I will go find her today. She what she is up to. Maybe hang out somewhere. Park or mall maybe. Well I better start looking for her if I want to find her before lunch.
Monday, august twenty eighth, night, in bed, right before lights out
You would never guess what Kory has been up to. Ok. . . today as you know, I was looking for Kory so we can hang out. Well I first checked her dorm, and her roommates said she had left saying she was going to hang out with me. This I thought was wierd because she never lies about going somewhere and saying she was going to be with me. So I asked her what she had been doing the last few days. They said that Kory had said she was hanging out with you the whole week. So I told them to ask her, when she came back, to ask her where she had been the whole week. They said sure because they were getting a bit curious too. So I continued on my search for Kory. I went around the rinks and around the school. I even checked the library. And I know she would not be in the library because she does not read. So I had no clue where she went. I went back to the rinks and I saw the old rink guy again. He asked me if I was wanting to skate again. I said no thank you. I told him I was looking for my friend and I described her. Tallish, asian, dead straight black hair just like mine, dark brown eyes etc. He said he might of seen her around the back court yard (that is what we call this sectioned off area. It is a really nice place and kind of secretive. Usually people go there for privacy with someone else). So I was like WHAT! Who could she be meeting? And I started freaking out, like most best friends would. So I started to head out the door when I realised I forgot to ask the rink guy his name, but when I turned around he was not there anymore. And I thought to my self, “why does everyone disappear when I turn around?” So I continued to the courtyard.
The court yard is all the way at the back of the campus so it is quite a lengthy walk. As I headed over there my mind was swirling like a big blender on high speed. I just could not figure out what was up with Kory. As I approached the courtyard I started to hear faint voices. I recognised both. One was Kory’s and the other was. . . CALVIN’S! I could not believe it! CALVIN IS HERE IN DASTERN. Dastern is freaking hundreds, no make that thousands of kilometres away from Caldestein. Questions were going through my head faster than a high speed electromagnet train can go when they are breaking their safety limit. How did he get here? What were Kory and him doing together? Should I be worried for Kory? How long has he been in town? Were they making out? Am I the only one that know about this? Should I go up and talk to them? Should I spy on them? Does Kory’s mom know about this? Can I let this happen?
I finally got back to my normal self. I decided to spy on them to find out what is happening between them. Because I do not fully trust Calvin to take care of Kory. Oh yeah. I forgot to mention Calvin is FOUR years older than Kory. So I figured out how he got here. Probably took his brother’s car and drove here. But anyway. . . Kory is still a child. OH MY GOSH I feel like I am Kory’s mom or something. Probably because I just do not want Kory to get hurt. So I continued to spy on them. This is how it went.
*scene: Kory and Calvin are holding hands in the court yard. Well actually to be more exact they were clutching each other kissing. Very passionate kisses. Kory on bench lying down. Calvin on top controlling.(bad signs)*
Kory: *stops kissing to breath* let’s stop now. This is all we have been doing since you came on Friday. I want to just hang out some where like in a park or at a beach. Or a dinner and movie. I do not want to make out any more.
Calvin: *getting upset. Pins Kory down. Kory winces* oh so you do not like my kisses. Some girls would die for my kisses. It is an HONOR to be my girlfriend. Did you know that? DID YOU KNOW THAT?!*very angry* (temper problems, more bad signs)
Kory: * winching under weight of Calvin. Scared* It is not that I do not like your kisses its just that I want to do something else. Just this once please.
Calvin: *calm again (weirdo, one second he is all angry next second he is all calm and gentle)* oh my, am I hurting you Kory?*lifts pressure off Kory, Kory smiles*
Kory: it’s ok honey. So does this mean we can go to the park and stroll for a bit.
Calvin:*frowns* I just do not want to be too far from you. I like being in contact with you. And your kisses are so good. I just want to do this forever. *Starts to kiss Kory’s neck gently*
Kory: I guess we can continue like this if you really feel that way. *Starts to rub against Calvin*
Calvin: *in between kisses* I. . . Love. . . You. . . Kory. . . *kissing kissing kissing*
After they weren’t talking anymore I kind of just sat in the bush I was hiding behind. This is what I was thinking: HOW COULD Kory LET A JERK LIKE HIM NEAR HER! SHE MUST BE BLIND! That is pretty much how I felt at that moment. First sign of bad boy friend: when kissing in control. Second sign: bad anger management problems (wants his way). Third sign: makes up some phony excuse about not wanting to be away and loving the kisses and stuff *gag*. Too bad Kory can not see that Calvin is using her. It is so sad. My heart breaks for her. I can not stand whatching my best friend being abused. But if I stood up I am afraid that in the end she will be hurt even more. Maybe even physically. *sigh* so sad.
So I fully sat IN the bush for like 10 minutes thinking over what I had seen, when they started talking again. This is what happened this time.
Kory:*stops kissing, trys to push Calvin away, does not succeed*
Calvin: *stops kissing, pins Kory down again* what are you doing?*getting angry again*
Kory: I need to go.*desepratly trys to get Calvin off her* I told my room mates that I was with Lilly. They might wonder where I am if I come back too late.
Calvin: *pins down Kory harder. Kory almost choking* I thought we went over this. You get to go when I say so. Not when you say so. When I say so. Got it?
Kory: *really scared and being pinned down with Calvin’s faces two inches from hers* Okay okay. I get it.
Calvin: *smiles* Good. I am glad you get it. Now I do not need to teach you a lesson.
Kory: * in a sudden out burst pushes Calvin off of her and starts running, not noticing that her shirt is almost all open. Yells over shoulder* I have to get ba. . .
Calvin: *Calvin is right behind her holding on to a rope tied to her ankle* no you do not. You can stay with me. Let us go back to my place. I will get you back to your dorm. Do not worry I will take care of you. But I do need to teach you a lesson for trying to run away from me. * smiles evily and starts to drag Kory with him as he heads for his car.
Kory: *yells at him* STOP IT! I DO NOT WANT TO GO WITH YOU. I AM BREAKING UP WITH YOU RIGHT NOW!
Calvin: *angry as hell* YOU CAN NOT BREAK UP WITH ME! YOU ARE MINE NOW!
Me:(Yes I speak up from my bush) OH YES SHE CAN BREAK UP WITH YOU! SHE IS NOT, I REPEAT NOT YOURS!
* Both heads turn towards me, more like snap*
Kory: *gasp, then in soft voice* Lilly?
Calvin:* super angry now, face is beet red and his grip tightens on Kory* WHY DID YO BRING HER?*to Kory* * backhand slaps Kory and walks away* YOU WILL REGRET THIS!!
* Kory is on the ground now rubbing her cheek*
Me: NO SHE WON’T!
Me: Kory are you all right?
Kory: *crying* I am sorry Lilly. I do not know why I kept letting him have his way. Even after I knew he was not a good boyfriend.*sobs uncontrollably*
Me: *starts to cry too* I am sorry too. I do not know why I did not speak up earlier to you or him. I could have prevented all this. *sobs uncontrollably with Kory*
So that is what happened. Me and Kory eventually went back to our dorms. I dropped off Kory at her dorm and all her room mates were so worried about her. Her room mates are really very friendly. I went back to my dorm and my room mates also crowded around me and were all worried about me and stuff. So now I'm here writing this. So today was a busy day. I plan to spend the day with Kory for the next few days. We really need time too talk about all of this.
Wow I am so tired from today. I think it is time to go to bed. Nite nite.
BACK TO NORMAL?
Monday, September 4, after lunch, with Kory.
I have not been able to write much that last week. Mostly I was hanging out with Kory. I also had skating practice and I hung out with my room mates. Right now I am with Kory in my dorm. My room motes went to town for lunch so they are gone right now. They said we can play a couple of board games when they come back. So we are waiting for them. Kory is right now reading over my shoulder. I wonder what she thinks of this journal I have been keeping. She is hugging me now almost choking. She is trying to get my pen now. I am to good a monuvering so she can not get
I Love You Lilly!
See she just stole my pen and wrote that. But I like it there. It is a really nice momento.
I Love You Too Kory!
Wow my hand writing sucks compared to Kory’s. Now Kory is laughing at me.
OH MY GOSH school starts tomorrow! Tomorrow, I can not believe that I have only been here for 2 weeks. Feels like months already. Wow. Times sure flies fast around here.
Oh. Tatiana just walked in. She is always around. I seem to see her every where. Worst thing is that I share almost every class with her. Unbelievable. But still, I share so much time with her everyday and we seem so different. Maybe we just got off on the wrong foot. But she still seems so cold to everyone. I have not seen a single person with her. Either hanging out with or talking to. I mean no one is every near her. She seems to have a repellent to people. She acts really snobby all the time.
When ever I glance at tatiana, even in class or on lunch, she seems to be looking at me. I always turn away when I see her looking at me. Kind of gives me the creeps. I should go ask her some day, “why do you always look at me?” and then she will say some wierd thing about stalking me or something like that.
Ohhh, here comes Alyssa, Anna, Phoebe, and Brittany. I wonder what game we are going to play today?
Tuesday, September 5, in science class
To day I smiled at tatiana in class. She gave me a dirty look and turned away. She looked mad at me. What did I do? I wonder what I did to her (other than arguing with her on the first day) that made her mad at me (remember she started it)? I want to figure her out. She intrigues me like how a puzzle would.
Tatiana is sitting 2 rows across from me. I want to try to get her attention. What should I do? Hmmmm. Well I can not throw a pen at her. Too obvious to the teacher. I could try to talk, but that would make too much noise. Oh this is hard. Ummmm…… I guess I could pass a note. If I get caught though i will be in big trouble. Arg what should I do…? Thinking… thinking… thinking… Wow this is harder than homework. I guess I will have to catch her after class.
What should I say to her? Tatiana why r you so mad at me? Or how bout, what did I do to piss you off tatiana? i do not know what I should say. It will come to me when I end up talking to her, or maybe not. Oh well guess I will find out.
Oh my gosh! I just spent the whole science class writing in my journal. Well most of it. there is only 20 min left and I am suppose to do these questions. Oh snap. Better get working on them. I will write later. Most likely after classes end and when I am in the dorm. I got to work now. Bye.
Tuesday, September 5, after classes, back in dorm
Ok so today I tried to talk to tatiana. wow I was a bust. Ok this is what happened. I cuasgth up with her after science class. This is what I said, “Hey, Tatiana! Wait up! I was wondering, why do you dislike me so much? What did I do? Did I offend you?” and this is what she said, “ just by being alive you offend me!” Is that mean or is that mean. I do not know why I tried to talk to her. It puzzles me.
She is not back from her last class yet so I do not need to deal with her right now thankfully. I think I will try one more time to get through to her. I shall talk to her in a couple days. Because right now I think she might be PMSing. I know that’s not very nice but still she was so mean to me today.
She will be coming back soon from her classes. I think I shall go to town with Kory. Get my mind off Tatiana. and maybe I will see the asian dude that I so want to see.
Well I better get going if I want enough time to stay there for a bit before I can not go anymore. Talk to you later . bye bye.
Wednesday, September 6, after classes, in dorm
Sorry I did not get to write last night. Was kind of tired from going to town. Still am actually. *yawn* anyway… I saw the asian dude yesterday. Ok OH MY GOSH we actually bumped into each other. I was talking to Kory and we were walking. He bumped into me and he turned around and I looked at him. OH MY GOSH he is so hot. He was fooling around with his friends and bumped into me (his friends are really hot too. Just like him.). he said sorry and I was like it is okay. I am fine. And that was it. but at least we actually talked. OH MY GOSH I want to see him again. I think I will go find out which school he goes to. Then I could just coincidently “pass” his school. Ok that sounds really lame. Ok anyway back to life in school.
Tatiana is as mean as before. I tried to say hi today and she said, “just get away from me you dirt bag.” And she walked off. Wow I should really give up on her. She jus seems to get meaner and meaner by the day. If she stays mad this long she will never have any friends. I think I will try a few more times to get her to warm up to me. Maybe if I left a candy or chocolate on her pillow every day with my name on it saying hi with a smiley face she will become nice. I think I will try that, but I first need to get some type of candy or chocolate.
Me and anna are going to sit under this tree that our dorm claimed as ours. Alyssa, Birttany, Anna, Phoebe and I all sit under ther sometimes. We usually talk or play something or read or sleep. We just kind of made it our hangout place. I think Phoebe is joining us after she is done her lacrosse practise. She made the team you know.
Anna is rushing me now. I think she wants to see this guy who runs past the tree everyday at acertain time. I think she likes him. I do say she has pretty good taste if she likes him. The guy is white male. 5’8” I think. Might be taller. Dirty blond hair with a skater wings from wearing a hat too much. Hes one of the seniors. He can land his quad toe already. Really good.
Well I better go before anna misses sighting him. I will write later. Bye.
Wednesday, September 6, at night after dinner.
So yes anna got to see the senior. I heard some one cal him McKay. I think that is his last name.
Ok here is the most surprising news. I SAW THE ASIAN GUY AGAIN. He walked right past the school. I saw him but I do not think he saw me. He looked so gorgeous. Anna noticed I was starring at him the whole time he was walking past. Then she started making fun of me. Not nice but then again I make fun of her. So both of us were talking bout the guys we were crushing on.
Tatiana is comong in the room I think I will try to say hi again. Be right back
Wednesday September 6, right back
Tatiana is just as mean as yesterday. To day before I even got to say anything this is what she did. She got a piece of duct tape and put it over my mouth and then for the icing on the cake this is what she did. “even before you open your mouth I want to tell you that you annoy the heck out of me. You have a very annoying voice that I can not stand and your hair is so straight that I love it but hate you for having it. so if you plan to speak tell me first so I can leave.” I took the tape off as good as I could with out causeing myself too much pain. And then this is what I said to her, “ I am just trying to be nice you, y do you have to be so mean to me. What did I do to get my self on your bad list?” this is how Tatiana responded, “ you got on my bad list when you didn’t let me have the bed I wanted. That is what you did to offend me. I get what I want. Period. By the end of the year I WILL gewt that bed. Understand. Good. Now shut up.” I was so shocked. Then and ther I chose to give up on being nice tp her. I went back to MY bed and started kind of bouncing on it. this is what I said, loud enough for her to hear, “ what a wonder full bed. I love this bed. I do not think I will ever move from this bed. If someone moves my stuff I shal throw their stuff out the wondow.” It was funny. Tatiana stiffed up when I mention the window. I think I got to her.
So yeah. I shall go to Kory’s room and tell her all this now. I will probably not write till tomorrow. So good night. Sweet dreams.
saturday, september 9, morning, aprox 6 am
I am so sorry I could not write the last 2 days. I was soo busy. I had a project due and then I had to write a book report and then I had an extra skating practise. I ya. I forgot to tell you. I got a Soo Min Li snd my parents aid I could have two coaches so I have alg. Everyone wanted this coach. I luckly got one of the spots. I was so excited when I found out. But now every so often she will book her students an extra session. Really cool but she is a tough coach.
So today me, Kory and all my room mates, we even invited Tatianaa nd of course she said that hanging out with us losers is the most repulsive thing she has ever heard of, are going to the nearest amusement park that we can find. We want to get before the weather gets too cold. I wonder if all the teenagers in Dastern go to the amusement park on sat, cause then maybe I might see the hot asian guy again.
I better get dresses. I'm still I'm my pjs. And since we are going to an amusement park I have to dress nicely cause theres gonna be cute guys there. XD Oh I can bot wait. I need to take a shower. I probably not write after my shower so I shall write later tonight when I come back so ta ta for now.
Sunday, September 10, afternoon, in dorm
I can not believe that forgot to write last night. Well first when I got home I was so excited. Kory ended sleeping in our dorm and tatiana ended up yelling at us. Quite funny.
So anyway, the amusement park was so fun! OH MY GOSH I SAW THE ASIAN DUDE! And as usual super hot. I talked with him more today. We told each other our names. His name is. . . is. . . Wang Zi lee. Well thats his Chinese name. And do you know what it means it means. . . PRINCE. Is not that so awesome. His English name that everyone calls him is Ayron. OH MY GOSH he is so hot. He goes to the school downtown but he lives near the skating school. That is why I saw him walking past the school the other day. Eek he said he would drop by at our school every day after he finidhes his classes. I am so phyched now. I can not wait for each day after classes cause I get to see prince. Yes I have decided to call him prince, but only in my journal. It would be wierd if I called him that out in the open. I will call hium Ayron in real life but in my journal I shall call him prince. Because he is my “prince” charming.
OH MY GOSH I'm so excited I think I will go outside. Maybe he will pass the school. I am going to take Anna with me. I think she wants to go boy spotting too. I better go before it gets dark and before dinner starts. I plan to get to dinner early cause if you do not I have to wait in line. And its first come first serve. So. . . I better get going. Talk to you later.
Monday, septenber, 11, some time after dinner I think. In dorm.
Oh. . . I saw taianna again today. Not good. Today she was ooking so mad. She was pissed off a something or someone and EVERYBODY knew it. And lucky me I get in her way. This is what happened. . . . *clears throat* well. . . . tatiana was in an extremely bad mood today. I was fooling around in the hallway with Brittany and phoebe. I had my back turned and was doing some random thingy, but that doesn’t matter right now. Phoebe and Brittany tried to warn me that tatainna was behind me, they did not succeed. So I turn around and there is tatiana. She is not that big or anything. But if looks could kill I would be dead ten times infinity. The look she had on her face was deadly. Usually I can stand up to her, but that look stoped me dead in my tracks of yelling at her. She said four words to me. “you’re in my way” it was more of a growl actually now that I think about it. And then BAM! She puched me right out. I do not know what happened after that because I fully passed right out in the hall. My nose was bleeding. I think she broke it. When I woke up I was in the medical room. They said I had been out a couple hours. I asked them what had happened and they told me everything that I just wrote down and then some. They said after I was knocked out tatiana walker RIGHT OVER me and continued walking down the hall. After she was gone then everyone crowded around me. Brittany and phoebe got me to the medical room. The doctors fixed up my nose a bit. It still hurts. After I woke up and the doctors looked me over they said I could leave and thas where I am now. In the dorm. I wonder whats gonna happen when tatiana comes. Thats gonna be interesting.
I better sleep. My nose is starting to throb again. Nite
Tuesday, semptember 12, in dorm, morning, everyone is gone
Everyone is in class. I am taking a sick day. The Doctors and teachers said it was ok. My teachers said I should rest. My coach said that I should not be getting punched by people. But I think she really cares.
Anyway. . . I heard that tatinnna got in big trouble for puching me. Heard her parents got called and she had to go to the principal’s office. I also hear that she is on probation. For those who do not know what probation is it means being whatched for behaviour and work ethics.
Everyone told me when she came back yesterday she was still pissed like hell. Good thing I was not awake because everyone started arguing. I was dead asleep. I did not hear any of it. They were argueing about me. I would have love to hear that but no I was sleeping like a log. Grrr. So this is how the arguement went. At least from what I was told.
*me sleeping on my bed, Alyssa, phoebe, Brittany, and anna talking on one of their beds. Tatiana walks in, they all turn their heads. Start scene*
Alyssa: what are you doing here. You dare show your face still.
Brittany: Yeah, you expect to be welcome in this dorm after you punched Lilly.
Phoebe: go find some other dorm to sleep in.
Tatiana: you know if I could I would get out of this stinking dorm if I could but the principal wants me to apoligise to Lil-whats-her-face. And he wants me to sort out my own problems. Stupid principal.
Anna: I agree with the principal except we could use with out the solving your problems just because it makes you stay in the same dorm as us.
Brittany: we all want you out. Especially Lilly. Right after punching her I do not now if she ever wants to see you face again.
Phoebe: honestly I do not know what you have against her. She tried to be nice to you and you just dissed her. I think you have a big problem.
Tatiana: I do not have a problem. It is her who has a problem. And I punched her today cause she was in my way and would not move.
Alyssa: but she did not even have time to move. She turned around and then you punched her. And you could have said please move you know.
Tatiana: you guys are all so annoying you guys together are worse than her. But I still think that that Lilly girl is mean, decdietful, annoying, and a lying *****.
Phoebe: wow. She is definitely not any of those things you just said.
Anna: she can be argressive and offensive at times but she is a very nice person. And she cn get annoying at times because she gets spazzy a lot.
Tatiana: what ever. I do not care about what she thinks and what you losers think either. And I do not plan on apologiseing any time soon.
*Tatiana goes to bed. Alyssa, Phoebe, Brittany and anna all go to bed too.*
So thats what happened. Well actually it was way longer, just that I do not remember what everyone told me and I wanted it to be shorter. Too much writing.
I better get some more rest. I need to be able to skate tomorrow again. And able to go to class. Staying in the dorm is so boring when your all by your self. Well I am going to take a nap. When everyone one else comes they will wake me up. Or maybe not, I shall write them a not. There. Ok off to bed I go. Talk to you later.
Tuesday, September 12,just woken up, in dorm, every one is back
Every one is bak. YAY! Ok so. . . I want to go to the trewe cause I want to see PRINCE. Awww he is soooo hot. Al my roommates are saying to rest and not go outside. I wanna go and see prince though. WHAAAAHH!!! Oh well guess I will have to wait till tomorrow. *sniffle
I can not wait for tomorrow now.
Oh here comes Tatiana. I bet ten bucks that she wont apologise. And there she goes passing me. And no apology. Just like my roommates said it was going to be. How funny.
Well I think I will go outside anyway. I will sneak out with anna cause she wants to see the other guy. Mckay or Makaw something like that.
Well bye bye. Alyssa, Phoebe and bruttany are all looking at somthing time to make my escape. With anna of course. Bye
Wednesday, September 13, in math class. All better. . . kind of
I am able to go to class again. YAY! Ok so yesterday I did not see Prince. *sad face* he didtn pass or I was too late *sniffle* I wanted to see prince. *sniffle sniffle* anyway. So yeah I'm in class right now.
I have to do some math equations. I wll continue writing later. Talk to you later .
Wednesday, September 13, after classes, in dorm, resting
Yes I am resting. . . again. And not from my nose but from being mobbed with questions about my nose. It was horrendous. everyone was like “hows your nose?”, “are you alright,” that was ome punch,” and then some other wierd comments. Every time I looked at Tatanna today I just could not be that mad at her. Well firstly, everyone must hate her now. Must be harsh on her. I really do feel sorry for her. I want to be nice to her again but I know I will get the same responses. I will get evil words thrown in my face. All chewed up and upchucked. Do not you jus love my comparisons. Lol. Secondly she was having a really bad day. I do not know why I can not be mad at her. It is like impossible.
Anyway. . . I plan to go see if prince is going to pass the school today. Me and anna better hurry or else we are going to miss our guys. oh yeah. Anna finally found out the guys name. His name is trevor McKay. So we wil be going to see prince and trevor. Oh anna is leaving with out me. Got to go. Bye.
Wednesday, September 13, at night, in dorm,
Okay it is finally the end of te day. I saw PRINCE! Yay. He passed by and said hi to me. I finally think that he has started to think I am not a stalker. Maybe sooner or later I will become his friend and then maybe enev farther. . . to become his. . . GIRLFRIEND! What an incredible thought. Oh how I wish that could happen. And maybe it will. I would be soo happy if that happened. Me and my daydreams. Ahhhhhh. I could just spend all day dreaming about Prince. Well since I am about to go to bed I can dream about him in my sleep. Now I want tog o to sleep so I can dream. Okay I shall go to sleep. I have made up my mind. I will go to sleep so I can dream about prince.
So good night. Nite nite.
Thursday, September 14, after skating practice, classes done for the day, at rink
I am writing at the rink today cause well. . . I do not know. I just felt like it. No one is on the ice right now. My practice just ended and the zamboni is about to come on. I have noy been thinking about skating much. Especially with all the stuff happening with tatiana. What a mess. Luckily skating always takes my mind off everything else.
Oh a got my double lutz today. I was so happy. I was like bam, bam, bam. I landed it 3 times. I fell a lot too so now my knee and butt hurts. I fell so many times. But I landed it :D. The first time I landed it Ny coach, soo min said, “nice, now do it again.” I was like “I just landed my double lutz, and I fell like a million times . My knees are sore and I am so tried now. Can we please do spins?” this is how she replied, “perfect practice makes perfect, do it again.” So I did it again and again and again. And by the end I landed it 3 times. I was happy but really tired.
So I'm in the arena still. I think I will stay here for a bit. I think it will let me think about what is going on.
So. . . Kory is fine now, at least unless she is hiding something from me. My room mates are great. I haven’t been hanging out with them much, other than boy spotting with anna. But it has been really busy the past two weeks. We should all go out this Sunday. That would be awesome.
Here comes the rink guy. I am so asking him what his name is this time. I always keep forgetting. Ok here he is. I will write after I talk to him cause it is rde to tune him ut. Even more cause he is really nice. So I will write later. I will be back in a couple minutes. See ya.
Thursday, September 14. After talking to old rink guy, in rink still
Ok his name is John blank. He said he was the manager of the rink. He is the founder of the school too. His wife was a famous figure skater. But she passed away. . . his daughter sktes and is really good. He said she comes here and is the same age as me. I tried to ask him what her name was so I could figure out if I know her or not. But then he was pager rang and said he had to go. So he left first and I continued thinking. That is when I picked my journal back up.
Did you know that my journal is a third filled already? I have written soo much and it6 has only been like two weeks. Crazy huh. I have just relized that I depend on my journal to express my feelings. And I feel so much happier now that I can. I think I shall keep a journal the rest of my life. Even when I finish this journal and then the next and next and next one. Oh my with this much journaling I am going to kill so many trees by the time I die.
Anyway. . . I better get going. My frienda are going to wonder where I am. And anna is going to be mad at me for skipping boy spotting. Arg oh my gosh I forgot about prince. Aww he probably went home already. Arg. Oh well. I better get back to the dorm now. And I think this is all I'll be writing for a few days casue I have some projects due and a few tests. And ny coach, soo min wants me to land my double lutz 5 times each practice. And I think she might book me some more time in the mornings. Sos instead of going to off ice she wants me to skate. I hate early mornings.
Well bye bye. I wil write ike in a week prob. So bye.
Friday September 22, night time, in dorm, by myself.
Oh my gosh I have not written in soo long. It almost felt that I was going through with drawl symptoms. So wierd. I had to lock up my journal in a box becuas eif I did not I would have written in my journal when I was suppose to do home work. Ya I am like addicted to writing in my journal. I guess some day I wil not have a journal. I will have a recordr thingy, which will recor my thoughts instead of writing thenm down, and it will have video and holograms and cool stuff like that. It would be awesome. But unfortunately I will prob be dead before that is invented unless. . . I invent it. But that is prob not going to happen.
Anyway.. I have so much to talk about. Umm. . . . what to begin with. Ummm. . . okay. so lets start with skating. Ok . . . finally ny coach, soo min was happy with my double lutzs. I can land them almost all the time and they have great power, height, and form. When ever I do my solo every one claps when I am doing my jumps. Everyone says that my jumps are soo good. So after ny coach, soo min was happy with my double lutz she said start doing double axle. Ugg from one to another. And my dances are going good and my edges and skills are doing good too.
Now to Kory. She has started acting strange again. I think calvin contacted her and said he was coming back. I think that she is scared that he might come back and hurt her. I have been conforting her some more the last few days. I do not think he is actually coming though.
Now. . . PRINCE! eeeeeekkk! I have been seeing him almost everyday. I just sit there and till eighter I am sure that he has passed or he comes. I never told him that I sit there because I wait for him. Okay the other day he actually came and sat by the tree and had a conversation with me. I could not belive that we were sitting so close together. I was like spazzing out. Not littereally but in side me I was liek spazzing. I was soo happy when I got back in the dorm. Oh and when I was talking to prince, anna actually introduced herself to trevor. It was about time. He said that he noticed that we sut there almost everyday and that anna whatchs him. He asked if she liked running. And of course she said yes. He told he to join cross country and she said sure. So now she will be practicing cross country 24/7 to be as good as trevor so that she can run right beside him. Awwww is not that sweet. But I think she will end up tireing herself out and then she might faint but. . . if she faints maybe trevor will carry her to the medical room. That would be soo perfect. Anyway. . . back to prnce. So I think I am getting closer to prince. Eek. Yay. I am speechless. I do not know what to say. I am just too excited. Breath. Ok. I asked him if he can skate. He said he plays hockey. I was like “I figure skate as you can tell since I am in a figure skating school”. He laughed. OH MY GOSH his laugh is so cool. I just love it. I can not describe it. He looks so hot. I will never stop saying that. Yesterday he was wearing a suit cause I think he had to do some sort of presentation. Oh my gosh I forgot to say that he is 17. So anyway. . . when he was in a suit he looked so sharp. He cleans up good. I would so go to a dance with him. It made me fall in love with him all over again. *sigh* *thinking about him* *zones out*
So. . . now about tatiana. . . I have been avoiding her. She seemed mad still. I wonder why still. Puzzles me. But today something different happened. It was really wierd.
Okay. . . I saw tatiana again today. I avoided her as usual. She did not even glance at me. I wonder what she was thinking about. She had this wierd worried expression on her face like she did not look like at a moment she would kill someone like she has been the last week or so. Everbody kind of made a path for her in the halls cause no one wanted to get in her way, but that was usual casue people avoid her anyway.. We all thought if we bugged her she would snap and end up punching us or something. Like what happened to me. Or break down and cry. I thought she would break down more than punch me again. I do not know what would have been worse, crying and having no clue how to deal with it or being punched in the face. . . again.
Well here comes tatiana. She still has that worried look on her face. I wonder what happened. Maybe I should go talk to her. But I do not want to be punched. But still she looks so fragile like that. I think I shall speak to her. I really do feel something towards her. Like sympathy or something. I think I better talk to her before I lose my nerve or she leaves. I will write after I talk with her.
Friday September 22, after talking to tatiana, in dorm still.
Wow. Not really what I expected. Here this is what happened, in dialog form.:
*Tatiana has a worried look on her face. Sitting on her bed. Looks on the verge of tears*
Me: Hey, Tatiana are you all right? You look really sad and worried.
Tatiana: get away from me you freak. *glares at me, Can tell she is about to cry*
Me: hey I am not a freak. All I am trying to do is comfort u. You look like your about to cry. I can not bear to see some one cry and I just sit there. So what is wrong?
Tatiana: I told you to get a way from me! Or do you want to get punched again? *she is angry*
Me: I am not going away. But I could do with out the punch. I really do gienuinly care about what is wrong with you?
Tatiana: WHAT IS WORNG IS THAT YOUR BUGGING ME! * storms out of room, slams door*
*aroom mates all get back from where ever thay were*
Well my room mates come in. All of them. They saw tatiana strom out of the room and they found me staring at the door. I was actually very confused. No one has ever been that mean to me. It was a very shocking experience. All I was doing was try to help and all I get back is her yelling at me. Gosh she is so tempermental. Yeah that is it. Tempermental. What a perfect word to describe her. But seriously. She was on the verge of tears. And she still will not open up to me. She is really stubborn. I think I will kee at it though. Her behaviour is so puzzling to me. I think I will try to talk to her every day. I bet I will get punched again some time. It is very likely to happen.
So yeah. I really want to be friends with tatiana but it is just so hard to get close to her. Very thick skinned. I wonder what time she plans to come back to the dorm? I hope tatiana is not sad because of skating or something. *sigh* so confusing. I better go to bed soon every one else wants the lights off. I am the only one with a light on. I will definetly write tomorrow. Night night.
Monday September 25, in class,
Sry I could not write the last two days. On Saturday I went to the mall and I SAW PRINCE!!! He was so hot that day. *sigh* oh I could spend a whole day thinking about him. That is how hot he is. So me Alyssa, Brittany, phoebe, anna, and Kory hung out with prince and his friends. It was soo fun. But that night I was like dead asleep when my head hit the pillow. But I want to describe what haooened on sturday. Well here goes nothing.
On staurday me and my room mates and Kory were walking in the mall. All of a sudden I see a familiar face. I shout out, “AYRON!!!!” he turns around and smiles. Awww that means that he kind of lieks me. He had his hot asian friends with him but I still thought that prince was the hottest. And so we went around the mall. Anna disappeared a bit later. I think she saw trevor and started to follow him. I believe that she got phoebe to stalk him with her. They came back like 3 hours later. Anna was very happy when she came back so I think my guess of her stalking trevor was right. I bet she went and “coincidently” bumped into him. Lol. So after anna and phoebe went to stalk trevor it was me, Alyssa, Kory, and Brittany. Oh yeah and prince and his hot asian friends. *sigh. . . again* so we continued on, ebven after we “lost” anna and phoebe. I was right beside prince the whole time. We talked a lot that day. It was awesome. Kory looked like she was crushing on princes best friend, brendan. and I think princes best friend was looking a bit interested in Kory. If she can get a nice asian boyfriend who will not abuse her and protect her from calvin, BONUS! So I think they were flirting the whole mall trip. Alyssa and Brittany went to go boy spotting around the mall. You see they have different taste in guys. The like the white males that are like jocks. Lots of muscules, typical American hot. I htink Brittany was wanting to spot this Mexican uy that we passed when we were shopping. That was before thay left the group. Princes toher friends there except him and Brendan left. The said they need to do some stuff. I think they wanted us to be alone. *extra long sigh* I was so enjoying the moment. But then my phone went off. It was my anna saying we had to go back cause she has skating, so does freys, and dinner is coming soon and a bunch of other things. It was a really really REALLT fun day. I was like so close to prince for the whole day. What a day what a day.
Now Sunday. Sunday was funn too but not as fun. I was sitting under the tree again. I think sitting there is a habit. I go there sometime not even knowing it. I would be walking and I would end up at the tree. So yeah. I was sitting under the tree and I see prince. He was with Brendan again. This time I was by my self under the tree. So the stoped by and we were talking. Brendan asked where Kory was and I was like “ohhhh you like her do not you.” He blushed and said “she is interesting that all.” And I was like “ ok ok she is in her room I think shes in room c18. You can go into the school vistitors coe all the time. Except at night they look up the building after 10.” Brendan said thanx and headed off towards the school. That meant I was ALONE WITH PRINCE!! *sigh* this is the convo:
*Brendan just left*
Prince (Ayron): he does like her. He Would not shut up about her last night. Seriously, he is in love with her man.
Me: I figured. Same with Kory she could not shut up about him. She was like brendan this, Brendan that.
Prince: we should help them get together. They would be a perfect couple. What do you think?
Me: I think so too. They seem to get along nicely now so all we ned to do is give them a little push to help them express their feelings. *and to help me get you to like me*
Prince: awesome! I can not stay right now. I just came cause brendan wanted to. And now I know why. I will swing by tomorrow. Meet here?
Me: sure. I will see you tomorrow then. Bye
Prince: bye
*prince walks away*
So yeah. . . thats how it went. So today I meet up with him. If this keeps up I will be around prince like almost 24/7 I am such a guiness.
I can not wait till after school. I get to se prince I get to see prince. Yay!
Wow I can not believe I'm writing in class. . . again. and yes tatiana is scowling at me as usual. I haven’t talked to her scine she stormed out of the room. And she has not been coming back to the dorm. I think she has been staying at someone else dorm even though I do not know who in their right mind would let her in. I bet she said she would beat them up or some thing. And knowing how she acts I bet that would work.
Class is almost over. So I better start to pack up my journal. Hide it and all. Cause I defiantly do not want anyone reading this. Only Kory has read a tiny bit of it. So if I ever lost this journal or some one stole it I would so like move to massectusets or china. Far far away cause I would not be able to show my face again. I would be so embarrassed.
Oh people are pcking up. I have to too. I'll write tom. Do not want to write tonight. Cause I will prob be with Kory spilling my feelings about prince while she talks non stop about Brendan. And I am kind of lazy to write. So yeah. I will write tomorrow for sure. Bye byez
